Life has been really good recently

[sharp wadi]

I’m not entirely sure where this kind of thing would belong here, so I’ll just share it here.
I’ve been really happy with my life recently, really I should say “content” but I really feel it’s the same thing. I don’t think anything change over the past month but I’m really hoping I can build off this.
This has happened before, and it’s led to my mental state becoming even worse than it was previously, so that is a fear of mine in the back of my head, but for some reason I just really think that won’t happen.
I think the only thing that’s kind of a bummer is that I’m currently not in a relationship, which I’ve been looking for a while now.

Anyways, I’m just really proud of myself for having lived this long so far. I’m glad that I can experience the small good things life has to offer, I think they’ve been stacking up for me recently.

There is just always that fear that something will happen to make things worse.

[glossy imp]

The truth is life will always have its ups and downs no matter who u are and constantly being paranoid of the “down” happening won’t do anything except exhaust you and make you more paranoid. If you feel like talking with a person would make you seem weird to them you won’t know unless you try if you want to do a hobby but don’t think you’d do good in it you won’t know unless you try. Ik fear isn’t something you can just turn off but if you’re afraid of the dark for example and you wanted to get over it you would stay in a dark room until someday that fear would go away. So my advice is to live life knowing bad times will come but that you’ll live through it

[sharp wadi]

Thank you, I really do appreciate it

A lot

[glossy imp]

Np just take life as it is and know you can come out of any situation no matter how deep it may be

[sharp wadi]

Update

Terrible night