Yesterday evening, we were going to walk all 4 dogs of mine. We put on all of their collars, open the gate, the one dog, who is my dog (I got him for my 12th birthday) Jack. Jack was a border collie, aged 6. He somehow got out of his collar, and started running down the road. I started chasing after him, with another dog. Jack got hit and got ran over by a silver car, right in front of me. This is the first time I have ever seen anything like this before. I am so traumatised to the point where all I constantly see is the whole situation happening in my head, over and over, like a broken record player. I can't simply even process what is going on because that is all that is going on in my head 24/7. I am constantly crying on and on to the point where my eyes are swollen, my nostrils are raw, and my throat hurts. I am currently crying while typing this. I feel like I have lost the only thing that wouldn't judge me at all. I don't know what to do, I feel so hurt, to the point where I keep on getting this heavy feeling below my oesophagus. Please help me.
#I feel shattered inside.
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Yesterday evening, we were going to walk all 4 dogs of mine. We put on all of th...
Hey man
what you went through is extremely horrible and traumatizing
im so sorry you had to go thru that
the thing with traumatizing events is, they wont get out o your head unless you keep talking to someone about it
so if you wanna talk, im always here
drop a message. my dms are open asw alright?