Im too lonely.

[topaz venture]

Honestly, ive lost a lot of friends, some who left me and some who I left and a one friend that died at 16.

And recently I feel myself too lonely, even online which is weird, it never occurred to me how lonely I feel until now, no messages from anyone, just notifications from gmail and YouTube videos..

Im a really social guy but even when I socialize with strangers like for example being at parties or playing games I will still be lonely at the end.

[nova halo]

A lot of people have felt/feel like you

You’re not alone bro

Ik it’s hard, and I understand what you’re trying to convey, but the right people will always come in your life. Maybe not now, but some day, they surely will

You know how to get in contact with them though? By taking initiative

Go out, try to interact with people who you think are cool

At parties and all

But just know, you’re not alone

Take care bro

[coarse fable]

you're a hero.

[nova halo]

Nah I’m not. I just don’t want people to feel the way I once did.

[topaz venture]

Thanks, appreciate it

[boreal plume]

As time passes, we leave people, and people leave us, sadly its one of those things we have to accept, but that doesnt mean its a completely bad thing either. Lots of discomfort comes from whats not familliar, and people leaving is usually those things nobody wants to deal with because it leads to uncertanty, so being alone can seem like a challenge when it doesnt have to be. you can be alone but that doesnt mean you have to be lonely, you should definently try enjoying certain things by yourself, see how powerful you really are, self doubt is so easy it can seem like its the reality. But we all have more power than we think were capable of.

i hope you can grasp on to what im saying here, and if theres any confusion ill be here to help with. Its easy for the past to reflect on your present, but we should grow past it, even if its hard and takes time

discomfort doesnt always mean its wrong