today i procrastinated my assignment and now i have to do all of it by 8am tmr (its 1030pm) and i havent started. ill get it done eventually. also today i taught my new puppy tricks, but then my sister just came and ruined all of it because no matter how much time i spend with my dog, she always just gets all his love and attention (yes, shes younger). i also think i lwk might have anger issues, or it could be my siblings just ragebaiting me idk. my parents got mad at me for not keeping my room clean (its very hard to clean my room and i dunno why) and then told me i could only do the sport i wanted if my room was clean at the end of everyday and that put a lot of pressure on me yk so im sad now. also i was cutting sourdough on my hand bcs there was one piece left and i wasnt bothered to get a chopping board and i accidentally sliced my thumb and its very stingy.
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hazy wadi
hazy wadi
today i feel quite left out by my friends, like i am the 'extra' friend who nobody really cares abouut. ive been feeling like this for a while but oh well. also i won an attendance award which is weird cuz i usually dont go to school heaps but interesting. i also went shopping today and bought some clothes for the summer that im rly excited about
hazy wadi
today was good, i cuddled my dog and made some bread but i slept a lot and idk why, but when i have nothing to do i automatically sleep heaps. yesterday i think i mightve lost an online friend, but i think hes been slowly hating me more and more and intentionally ignoring my messages over these past few months so thats really sad. i think it might be because im jsut really annoying, but i really liked him, we had some good times together. i said i had to leave while we were playing a game to go eat brekkie and he said 'ping me when ur done' so i pinged him and he didnt respond. i originally thought he fell asleep bcs it was late for him but its been a day and a half and he hasnt responded. i think he hates me but hes so amazing idk how i can be better.
hazy wadi
today i wasnt able to get up and clean my room but i had the energy to run for an hour and play with my dog so idfk whats wrong with me
hazy wadi
still havent cleaned my room, but i will tomorrow dont even worry because i have my cousins coming over and im not allowed to do extra training for my sport until its spotless. i made some progress today but i have no clue why i cant just do it. it seems like an impossible task (even though it might only take like 10-20 minutes) but i just dont understand why its so hard.
hazy wadi
im gonna kms soon dw