#I fear im not who people think I am

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olive bough
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When it’s good it’s really good and when it’s bad it’s really bad the extreme highs and the really low lows control me and im tired of pretending that I don’t care because I do I do I seriously do I am slowly getting my empathy back

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I watched a man get shot the other day unintentionally

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I thought it would be like the ear thing

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It made me physically sick

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I have never been so

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Out of it

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I am afraid nobody has truly known me ever

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I

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Don’t know me

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Im still here

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Despite everything I’ve said I’m still here

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I don’t

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Know what im saying anymore

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I don’t want pity

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I want to live

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But I am afraid I cannot do that