crystal owl
I have social anxiety and can’t go out or talk to people. I feel small, and my parents don’t seem to care — they force me to go to events, ignore my feelings, and only talk about theirs.
I have no friends; I pushed everyone away. It’s been 2 years staying at home, and I feel stuck, like everyone would be better off if I weren’t there.
I’m too afraid to die.
midnight arch
calm down and take a deep breath... it is normal to feel like this especially when you have been forced but maybe your parents just want you to socialise so they force you to do that (i am not justifying forcing) so please calm down and question the inner vouce that undermines you and prove to yourself with logic that your value is big and you can do it and then go out and start socialising. it is okay to want closeness and it is very okay to want to feel important but this starts from within you not with the results.