#An option and used

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maiden topaz
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And well I really started to like him alott and so I told him about my feelings and well he told me I don't wanna be in a relationship anymore and that all girls end up leaving and blah blah blah

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I mean I tried to understand his perspective

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And I told him maybe we shouldn't talk to eachother anymore

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He said noo whyy

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Why can't we be friends and stuff

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So I told him I literally like you,it would be so hard to be friends with someone I like😭

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And then he started giving me examples about how he still sometimes talks to a girl he liked and only sometimes and stuff

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Soo i did block him

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After that

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Every 2 months for the same reason we used to block and unblock eachother

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Likee it was usually him

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But sometimes me who texted first

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This blocking stuff would happen even every 1 month later

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And well mabye we just got attached idk

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I was pretty shitty to him aswell

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I said I was insecure and stuff and continuously would try to talk about his ex

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And I would constantly question if he liked his ex

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He would deny it but I knew he still had feelings for her

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And well after a really longgg journey of blocking and stuff

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We finally started dating

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How long did that relationship last?,

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2 weeks before I just got even more insecure

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And well my insecurity was pretty true

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He did like his ex.

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And i forgot to mention

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He used to follow his ex from the beginning

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But she never followed him back

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And I told him,we should stop talking to eachother this is getting really draining atp and well ik you like your ex and i can't do anything about it

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He pretty much had used me the whole time to try get over his ex and i was definitely an option for him so I told him that

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I also told him ik you just talking to me because you want someone to talk to

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He was extremely nice but there was something really off about him yk

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All my friends told me he just used you

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And so we broke up

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An option and used

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And well it really hurt alot

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For like 2 months

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I missed talking to soo much it physically hurt

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But then slowly

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Waking up wasn't that hard anymore

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It didn't feel like something was missing

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And I got used to talking to nobody everyday

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And well then he tried to get in touch with me again through his friends convincing me again and well we talked but I kind of had gotten over him now

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Soo i just told him I did not want anything to do with him anymore