Hi guys! Im doing this only to keep track of what i do and how i do it and to look back into my past and correct my mistakes etc. Hope you find it well and fun to read or maybe even comment and help me out!
#Matt's journal and shi
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Introduction:
I go by matt im m16 and i play piano try to code(cant get it going) play a lot of games on pc and also actively play volleyball
2025-08-17:
Im late for this but i went drinking at my friends birthday party. We planned it as a surprise and it went so well! My well known friend was there and i talked to her(f19 lets say she goes by js). Shes finishing school and tried to get accepted to a university but got rejected and is going to a proffesionalism school. A little backstory. She is very good friends with td(m19)whos also a good friend of mine. But recently they've had a falling out and shes scared to lose him and her other friends. After hearing that TD was pushing away JS I still feel bad but im going to be semi alone now at school cuz all my 18yr old friends are joining army or going to a university.
BTW I DRANK VERY GOOD AT THE PARTY IT WAS SO FUN BUT I FORGOT HALF OF IT
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I just woke up and this is the day im goin to play volleyball! Yesterday i was hungover the whole day but today im feeling good might even go to my local town gym!
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2025-08-20 Im participating in a volleyball tournament on the 23rd. Training but my leg gave out a bit its better now im training but its hard since i havent played seriously in a bit. Today was good but woke up at 3pm need to fix schedule cuz tournament is at 10am. IM GONNA COOK
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Stayed up in another town with friends till like 40mins past the time dad wanted me home brother is mad and wants to not even let me go to an event? Anyway yh its pretty sad how theyre still strict bout a lot of shit but i had a sleepless night cuz i found out my komitet(group) volunteer didnt call a company and im the fucking coordinator bitchass fell asleep now we may not get a tent for our event and im so stressed for no reason not sleeping all night
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Went out with friends yesterday to city
Got back father thought i was drunk and wouldnt listen to me when i said i wasnt drunk and all he can call me is a fuxking alchoholic i fucking hate my life why is it like this
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Today ended a bit better since i played volleyball all day. Dad still mad for no fucking reason that i was out for the day and came back at 10pm like mf what u want me home by 6 to do nothing?
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RAHH I JUST WOKE UP
Its 8:30am i have tourney in hour. Volleyball. But sand gon be cold asf
I hope i atleast get like 4th-5th place
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Lost 6-15
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Played lowt 2-1 drank till coms i feel so good
Coma
But yh
Imma get back to srinking
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kept missing her while drunk and after but now im back home and im doin good
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woke up today and forgot to pick up my bike from repairs today morning. will do it tommorow hopefully
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I WOKE UP TODAY NORMALLY AND AM SO PROUD CUZ IM GOING TO PICK UP MY MOTORCYCLE
THIS FUCKING BEAUTY😮💨
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Sorry i missed this
IT RUNS GOOD NOW THE MOTORCYCLE I LOVE IT
I had a great day today and acc enjoyed driving around at 70-80 on it mmmm
And sat on pc all day but still chill asf
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Went to get clothes todayyy for school. Got good outfits