i think im a lesbian but i have so much internalized homophobia

[patent kernel]

kinda embarrassing to admit but grew up in a family where being gay or anything like that was rlly taboo… honestly i still think it’s weird but im not like disgusted by it like my family is 😪 met a girl a little while back and at first we were just “best friends” but we were obviously way more than that did some freaky stuff and she was honestly probably the first person to ever genuinely be in love w me but i ruined that whole relationship bc I was afraid of being “gay” and ever since then ive only dated men but it js doesn’t hit the same 😅 idk what to do i feel like a bad person for thinking it’s weird but IM a hypocrite bc im literally clearly a lesbian

[ancient pelican]

Be who you are for your pride ✊