8-16-25
i HATE work so much…omfg. today was supposed to be ny ONLY day off but this sweet girl i work with asked if i could work her morning, and she would be there in the afternoon. and i said yes because im nice and didnt care. i also couldn’t come up with an excuse on why i couldn’t work. bc i dont have anything going on in my life. i worked from 10-5, and im exhausted. i just wanted a day of rest… augh. anyways i dyed my hair. it looks good i like it!! its pink now. i luv pink.
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stone trail
stone trail
8-18-25
I didnt write yesterday because it was extremely uneventful. but today was bad. i missed the bus for trade school, and i had to work 2-7. im exhausted… and depressed after work. but good news is i fixed my hair dye, it looks better now. still, idk my depression has been getting worse and im trying to cope but it’s difficult. i have a boyfriend, but idk…he doesnt help much. he doesn’t offer much support or anything and idk how to communicate that i need more. i know he means well tho.. i just wanna feel okay again…
stone trail
8-23-25
I completely forgot to write ive bad a shitty fucking week. So i go to a trade school and the high school i graduated from had busses for the school and i don’t have tye tags for my truck, so…bus is my only option rn. but the school is 1/2 a mile from my house. so i had to walk to a from every fucking day, which sucked. And then my grandma moved someone in my house, they’re renting from her as well.. theyre just sleeping in the living room. like bro…she didnt even say anything last night when she knew. i despise my grandma. and now even more so. so yeah now i have to share tye main part of with a mom and her kid. so yeah my day sucked ass. my week actually. Friday i had to call the local ride service bc i had work that night, i didnt wanna walk home. ill probably do that whenever i have to work the same day, just to save my energy a bit. oh and tomorrow i have to work 11:30-2, 4-9 KILL ME. i actually wanna jump off a bridge bro. anyways…yeah i should probably sleep soon. i probably wont tho. oh well
stone trail
8-24-25
FML WORST DAY OF MY LIFE. THAT SPLIT SHIFT SUCKED SO FUCKING BAD
never again, chat NEVER AGAIN. ILL LICK THE FUCKING FLOOR CLEAN BEFORE I DO TGAT AGAIN
anyways…yeah my dad was genuinely terrible. so bad i had a complete meltdown while having to mask it bc i was at work. yay….anyways, good news is i dont have to walk to the bus anymore!! yayy!!