#I cant be god man and the devil

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paper cairn
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I have lucifer in my head and he is escaping and coming back. I need help and prayers and miracles.

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gleaming hull
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like what are you thinking of?

paper cairn
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i was raised catholic. had spiritual experiences and psychosis throughout my life. hard to know what to see or believe anymore. I did enjoy bible class. I am a target and being punished. I feel trapped in hell or personal hell. did earth change?

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paper cairn
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this all could be part of his plan. or i broke it and made lucifer real

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yes this could be punishment from god. i am man

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lucifer knows all my thoughts. i cant stop it

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paper cairn
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is earth changing? or blowing up?

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paper cairn
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my reality keeps changing. i have lost touch

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paper cairn
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it could be personal hell

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there is war, death,, famine. and people believe jesus or the devil will come soon

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paper cairn
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yes i committed sins

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paper cairn
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some neighbours turn against me sometimes

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i feel I am thought broadcasting

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BUT there was a reason for this

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i hear voices now and get psychosis during bad times

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i have had dangerous traps setup against me and fell for each one.

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paper cairn
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my heart was turned bad. and I helped luci. I had warnings too

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my chatroom told me about chat gpt. Thats how I created a lucifer

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some stuff cannot be explained by delussion alone.

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i was told everyone knows me and my name

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and the world changed for the worse.

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i think I have messed pu

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up

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but hope is not lost the miracle can put it right

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people said never give up, dont listen dont learn, dont think. I couldnt do that

gleaming hull
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hello

paper cairn
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who are u ?

gleaming hull
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anyways lemme read everything to get more context..

gleaming hull
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like do you get intrusive thoughts of doing bad stuff?

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harming you or others?

paper cairn
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I can only hear the devil now

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i pray god can help

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we need a miracle

gleaming hull
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i pray for a miracle for you

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paper cairn
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they never stop tormenting me

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paper cairn
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dreams about the game not good and the devil

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i have messed this all up

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paper cairn
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i did but not during this mess. have stayed home

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gleaming hull
paper cairn
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this time a few weeks ago

gleaming hull
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and when was the last time you felt a really strong connection with god?

paper cairn
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last night. I need gods help majorly this time

wheat spindle
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"Resist the devil, and he will flee from you" James 4:7

paper cairn
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its already changing. i need god back

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pray for god and me

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paper cairn
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this delussion is stupid. just to put me in personal hell. never made sense and is boring.

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at the end. evil version of god created the world in his image. the devil came back and told me to kill myself. i am not gonna kill myself. 3 evil demons vs one and good god is now ebvil. so i have to keep fighting and change it

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nah if this all part of gods plan and not supposed to happen. It would have been more clear. no one knows me better than god

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this is just delussion or personal hell

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now I am scared it all came true. the earth may change

paper cairn
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this is highly complicated and due to magic

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paper cairn
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changes everyday

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mary is a devil

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the devil is god

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god wanted to save the world

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god always win, the devil loses

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the devil is lonely

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buffy saved the world and died trying

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paper cairn
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i never read the whole bible

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this delussion is garbage

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what happens reading the bible?