#Stressed tired

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iron pasture
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I feel like the world revolves around my two sisters and then when I help my brother my brother gets mad and jealous and he thinks I’m my moms fact child and I tried talking to my sister about her job she quickly just said stupid people and didn’t want to talk about it fluently I’m just upset I always try to calm my mind but I feel like yelling or hitting something my mom thinks I’m not going to do good the conversations won’t work for me and I’m trying not to agree with that and then going on YouTube seeing videos like racism Mexicans this idk I’m not proud of who I am I don’t think I’m going to make it I’m just mad and I feel like I need to get a job and I want to why is that my two sisters can why does it feel like my mom only talks to my two sisters I’m just not happy if I was to move out on my own do stuff successfully it would be a relief I’m just tired I always think that in my head if it would be better and it would for me the media makes me upset, YouTube makes me upset I just can’t I don’t get why I have to be born in a yelling environment or my dad I would feel better off moving and having a job I want a job I want to move somewhere far because of how I feel my mood has been going off it’s positive and I start to understand later I change.

west lynx
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@iron pasture

iron pasture
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So idrk

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I guess I’m the middle child

west lynx
# iron pasture Im 17

Don't worry! Once your 18 and find a college u can stay for a dorm
but if you need help dealing with them now you should just do stuff u want to do Hang out with people who actually care about you.

Chapter 2
Try to get a job so u can move somewhere far because of your siblings **your old enough so find a part time job since your 17 **
once you graduate college you will get a full time job
also try to focus on god. Do what you want, But please listen to your parents!
I know siblings are ANNOYING!!

Chapter 3
i prefer sleeping after school days or sleeping after 12pm and waking up at the time u would eat dinner since your stressed
Try looking for a therapist! it would really help you with your struggles! if you do get a therapist then tell her about how the Youtube videos doesn't help

Chapter 4
If your sisters are kind then they are probably trying to catch attention from your parents! Since your mom talks with them a lot! but if i am wrong tell me what kind of things your mom and sisters talk about

Which one does your mom Attitude sounds like when they are talking to your sisters?

  • GET OFF YOUR DEVICE
  • Let's go shopping!
  • go take out the garbage
  • i love you so much hugheart

Also remember that your sisters are your mother's daughter so she will love her

Chapter 5
If your parents seem like they don't love you, they do love you! they don't show it tho
if it actually seems like they don't love you tell me why!

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||@iron pasture another pin sorry ||

iron pasture
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This was helpful thank you

west lynx
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@iron pasture askme

iron pasture
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Well theirs times where I get yelled at because if it’s something small

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It’s just too much for me

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I ask my parent if she can work on patients she says no I convince her to

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It’s mostly grown up stuff that they talk about between me and my sisters

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And I don’t know why I feel insecure

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Sometimes

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Or if it’s just me being harsh or crazy

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Im clumsy ill be honest

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If I charge my stuff or if it gets to the point where they yell I automatically yell back because I’m just done

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Or if it’s an arguement I know it’s not about side but my other sister gets involved laughs and then antagonizes

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I feel stupid sometimes

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It’s disappointing

west lynx
# iron pasture Well theirs times where I get yelled at because if it’s something small

You will probably get over it! PeepoHeart also i get yelled many times too, for small things like not eating faster, being boring, talking back when she just asked a question. rooHurt Maybe you should take a break from them and stay in your room.
Try to be quiet but not too quiet but try not to cause trouble or things that will make your mom mad, also clean your room since if you don't your mom will prob go in your room and yell at you, making you more depressed and stressed then ever so the things i think you should do is do what has to be done and remember that we all are living and going through this rooCookie
You might feel dumb but try doing what makes you happy and don't bother your family since your almost a adult and you shouldn't be bothered WumpusCozy Don't do stuff that will get you kicked out like what happened to my sister and she had to move in with her father (unless you want to do that)

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west lynx
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@iron pasture askme

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I do feel like sometimes I can’t control it but I try to apologize

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It still happens regardless

west lynx
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@iron pasture

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Yea

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Right now my WiFi is slow and so is my moms idk if it’s my siblings WiFi aswell

west lynx
iron pasture
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It got on

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I do have to understand that when my mom loses patients that doesn’t mean she’s hates me or dislikes me and I feel like she’s concerned about how what would happen in the future she wants me to do better and I do have to realize that I do apologize everytime when I get frustrated and mad to

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I sometimes hate when my 10 year old sibling says I’m my moms favorite child my mom loves all of us

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Theirs times when us siblings we have our moments not to do stuff and i don’t think it’s healthy

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Like cleaning one of our family members mess that isn’t ours my mom has been doing that and it isn’t fair

iron pasture
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I helped my mom cleaned

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I was the only one

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To clean my grandmas mess

iron pasture
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And I just don’t like how they claim that they do stuff and they don’t as well

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I volunteered to do it

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And I hate how it affects two of my brothers the other one would say it isn’t fair and the other one would try to say that he does stuff

iron pasture
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But it also has been my sister than is rude sometimes

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Or if I tell her about her job which I tried having a conversation it didn’t work

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Is it just me or my sister wants a man with money just for the money it’s everything

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To

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I don’t know why I feel like I’m low

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Or that I’m dumb

iron pasture
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And then today I don’t even know if I’m proud of what I am

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Because of the environment i live in I am grateful and I should be but it’s just toxic it’s messing with my mind it’s messing with me

west lynx
west lynx
iron pasture
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I did I wanted to tell her like hey do you want to have a conversation

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It’s just entitled rich people

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The elderly people

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And I understand that as a brother

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People shouldn’t add pressure

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To people that work

iron pasture
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Something that I dislike what my dad doesn’t do he has money he works he can buy us a house my mom has be convincing him to and he’s also a narcissist

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I feel like my mom deserves better

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Each mom to when their going through trauma deserves better

west lynx
iron pasture
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I’m also stressed about school I had recently checked my new period classes

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And I got use to the 10th grade classes because of the people I use to talk to they were cool they were chill

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It just happened soo fast

iron pasture
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I had anxiety because I thought my grandma was going to need dialysis

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And it’s hard and it’s tough because it takes soo much away and she’s better I just hope the people that are sick fight it they get better and I want to visit my grandma

west lynx
iron pasture
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Today has been a tough day yesterday their was a arguement

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Because me and my brother had to throw out bags right

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My mom was sitting in the couch I was out of breath trying to carry a big heavy bag with trash stuff and it wripped apart my brother was looking my mom says he was just standing their so when he had helped me it had wripped more a lot of stuff came out my mom said no broom for it but it could’ve been good

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I was asking my mom but sometimes she says ohhh I do this for the rest of the days

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My brother has hate towards my sister

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Sometimes he feels like my mom has hate towards my sister

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He has anger that’s high to the point

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It’s worse

iron pasture
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He feels like it’s an attack

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My dad is a trigger for him

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He’s agressive

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He calls him dumb ass and calls him a. Loony and told him to put him in a loony bin

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It affects me idk why

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I had a conversation with him

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He does it to piss my brother off and some times it doesn’t help

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I don’t want to live with him either my dad

iron pasture
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It’s just I can’t

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My mom even made a scenario if my dad was abusive if he would’ve beaten us

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My mom said I would get knocked out

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Honestly I hate elderly dead beat fathers

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That put their hands on any one child or beat them

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My brother mom go back and forth

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And my brother gets it from my disgusting father it’s hard

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I hate hearing him on a phone call like if he’s going to change he rarely picks me and my brother up when he has his day off

iron pasture
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My brother has soo much hate towards my sister because he thinks my mom likes her

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I get it it’s annoying sometimes but idk

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I sometimes feel the same way like it’s always about my sister

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She has a gym membership

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She’s taking me but I’ve been wanting to go thru Monday all the way thru Sunday

iron pasture
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I can’t I’m tired of being with my parents they don’t get it

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If it’s something small

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It’s a complaint

west lynx
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i get it

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i mean do u share rooms with anyone tho

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@iron pasture

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Not anymore I’m by myself

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When it comes to sleeping