I've been debating joining a help server for a long time, but I'm at my breaking point now. I'm almost 18, and I feel like nothing has been getting better for me, or ever will improve. I've tried to fix myself, help myself improve, but nothing has changed at all for years. I've been going to therapy ever since I was five years old, I've been suffering from bpd and other issues for a long time, and it's gotten to the point where I don't even know if it's worth it. Everything I do feels meaningless in the long run, you know? Now that I'm almost 18, it just feels pointless. I have no motivation, no drive, no will or strength to even try. No amount of walks or salads or therapy sessions seem to be helping. So I guess I'm just trying to find an answer. Will things ever get better? How do I find the motivation to keep going?
#Will things ever get better?
uncut knoll
radiant temple
i’m about to go to bed but i’ll respond in the morning🤞🏾