median iris
today was genuinely a good day ig. we went to buy shoes at a store. since school is coming up. when we got home i was asleep. I felt like banging my head against a wall. I can't find motivation. Everything it seems my life is coming together i just worry. and it falls apart again. I'm not even old. and my hair has already started to turn grey. I don't get why i try so hard anymore. Venting doesn't really feel like it's helping. I just need a solution.
I used to enjoy music and books but my internet cutting out has made that super hard to do and to connect with friends. A month ago by now i disappeared. i think i.had emotional burnout. and im afraid of that happening again. I do care about my friends. I just struggle to tell who cares and who doesn't. I like helping people tho? :3