hidden forge
how does one even start to move on? i've been fine lately in terms of everything else, but whenever i think of trying to date again i just feel guilty and get that soul shredding feeling again.
i really wish i could text him again, but that'd be selfish on my end, but all i want is him. 
quartz osprey
Sometimes they aren't that special, they are just special exclusively to you. And sometimes love can do that but it can also do it for someone else and thats kinda the good part. Theres always more people to talk to, who can make you feel the same way, and sometimes even better
hidden forge
yeah, i guess so, but it's like i don't want to find anyone "better". i KNOW i'll have to eventually and i know i could probably find someone else relatively easily, but i just wanted them. I said I would wait for them while I got better and they said they do the same, but i also know that regardless of me getting better/whatever the chances of us trying again are slim