maybe its not as serious as it sounds, but i feel it digging deeper and deeper into my chest. lately ive been extremely negative to myself and my surroundings. it feels like everything i struggle with is taking over and i cant control it
#ive done things to sabotage people and i want it to stop
sick quail
when i dont feel what they feel or get what they get, i feel extremely unsatisfied and jealous. i dont wanna feel this way at all, i do everything to try and calm down, but my chest feels so heavy its unbearable
then it turns into agony and my mind convinces me that i have to do something so they dont get what they want?
im not trying to sound edgy at all i just want this to stop