I've been doing academically well, i've been clean of a certain habit that we shall not talk about here for like 2 weeks. I had just finished my relapse too... The problem is the fact that TWO of my closest friends, somewhat gave up on trying to help me cope out of my shitty mood.
I've already helped them and not give up despite their state, but when it comes to me needing help? They just leave me be and want me to stay "optimistic", despite how bad my mental state was. I've been trying to cry for their help but they say "they have a life and can't be online all the time". (When they were literally just as chronically online on the server with my ex (whom is also one of those two closest friends)).
#still worrisome for the bad things happening despite just stopping out of relapsing
thin gyro
Yes, I know I should get therapy but i live in a third world country where there is little access to therapy, and my family isn't trustable when it comes to my mental problems.
And my family (besides my own father) barely gave me any attention at all, which is why I mainly rely on my friends.
Is there something that I should do to make myself better?
stark spruce
Hey you still wanna talk?
thin gyro
I mean, sort of
I can't really handle this shit any longer lmao
I don't know why whatever good I try to do, it unintentionally winds up having the bad intention
stark spruce
Im back, sorry went to the gym. Send me a dm if you ready to talk.