Idk what to say. When I was in kindergarten I truly had no friends, just this girl who was pretty mean to me but would still talk to me when i had no one close. I would copy her so, so much. Because I had no idea how to act for her to like me. Then I met my sister's friends. Or at least the same people her age because they weren't really friends if they talked behind our back and we knew it. I remembered that when we would play pretend with em they'd make me play as the obedient dog. Sad but meh. When I got in elementary I would get laughed at for curly hair or I would get mocked for talking to guys while smiling. It's so weird. But I've learned not to do that anymore maybe some friendly talk to not really explode with excitement as soon as I find someone like myself. I genuinely feel like people are against me. And don't give a shit about me at all. I'm just freaking there like a dog. Just like I used to be treated in kindergarten and how I'm still getting treated.
#I feel alone.
sand abyss
umbral adder
Hey you wanna talk?