hidden ocean
I have absolutely no idea what I have or what is wrong with me but I always feel numb and I’m never satisfied. I also feel like everybody hates me and just wants to argue. I don’t even know what I’m doing anymore, and I having trouble going to sleep. I also easily give up on a lot of stuff and I don’t have like any self confidenxe. I usually cuddle my pillow to fall asleep but my exact type just rejected me and treated me like he hated me, so I feel guilty doing even that, I quite litteraly cannot be satisfied. Why is this even happening I swear I have zero idea what’s going on, I tried therapy but I suddenly stopped going and nothing got better.
I’m not asking for a diagnosis, but I’m not sure what type of problem I have, whether it sounds depressive, anxious, personality, etc;
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