My life is empty

[barren forge]

I am a 14 year old boy, and my problem is that I have nothing to do in life, everyday I sit in my couch bored, I have no bobbies, only just zoology which I rarely focus on, and I have extreme laziness, during school days, I get bored at home, I know it sounds stupid but I got banned from a game for making death threats because I was more angry that time, I can't make friends, I want to make friends but I can't control myself to go up to someone and be friends with them, and I like to be alone, everyday after I come home from school I have nothing to do, I lose motivation to do homework because I don't understand it due to my ADHD, I can't focus in class and when the school's academic helpers come, it feels embarrasing when they make me do easier and more accomodated work, I hate being treated like that, once my history teacher gave instructions on how to fold paper and make a booklet for our project and he said to me while the entire class heard "hey do you want me to cut the paper for you (my name)?" It felt embarrasing and people made fun of me, when i get home, i try to hop on roblox but remember I am permanently banned for making death threats which was a mistake because I was a way angrier person back then, so I read a book and instantly get bored, so I just doomscroll bored, my father wants me to do kickboxing which I don't want to do and he forces me, it feels horrible, the only option I have is doomscrolling because I have nothing else to do, when I go to my only friends house (he goes to another school), he always ignores me and goes on to play pc games, and voice chat his friends and when he invites me to his birthday he talks with his other friends and i'm ignored, I feel like shit and i see everyone's life is better, i'm bad at everything, and I'm academically stupid thanks to my laziness to pay attention in class, everytime i try to pay attention I quickly get distracted, can someone please help me? thank you for reading and understanding.

[arctic isle]

Have you tried photography

[charred bramble]

alr so like i wanna start this off by saying, you could always have it worse, think on the bright side yknow? like at least your not living in a 3rd world country and ||starving||. but uhm yeah you just have to find a new hobby and if you participate in the community of said hobby you'll make new friends. basically the easiest way to find new hobbies is to just go off of what you already like, you like games? look at some new games you can download and play, steam has a lot of free games. you like music? join the server of your fav artist, start interacting with people. and it doesnt just have to be online, go out bowling, by a fishing pole and look around for fishing spots in your area. go to a park, play some sports. theirs a lot you can do you just have to look. in my personal opinion you should pick up manwha, their like comic books but 1000x better, if you do try omniscient readers viewpoint. also dont worry about school, school should be taken seriously but if you fail you fail dont ruin your early years over mere grades you'll regret when you get old. PS: make a new roblox acc lol

[dusk oar]

Man you are 14

Go do some dumb shit