i was with this guy for almost two years, we would spend alot of time together which is super unhealthy at such a young age. i’m 17, he’s 17. i would meet him everyday, met all his family, we would stay in eachothers houses, for the first 6 months we didnt go one day without seeing eachother. he used to be really controlling, he’d guilt and shame me into not going places with my friends, oh but he was allowed to do it. we did everything together he was my bestfriend. we broke up in april, on and off getting back together, i didnt know it but he was taking a tole on my mental health. we broke up in may fully, i begged for him back but he promised he would get back with me when he was better. i kind of self sabotage and when i knew he didnt want to be with me it made me wonder if she just wanted to see if the grass was greener on the other side, clearly thats how it was in my head. i kept giving him shit and begging and begging which pushed him away further, i think i went into some sort of physco episode or this brought out that i have bpd, it felt like my life was ending the fact we were done. it felt like the end of the world. i made fake accounts, text him on every social media platform because hed block me off of them. but he text me back everytime, he gave me false hope. 2 weeks into it he told me we were fully done. i couldnt accept it but the next day i went and met another guy, because he had added girls on snapchat and it was just an old friend but his family are travellers so they thought it was in a romantic way.
#my relationship with my ex
wraith cairn
when i did that he threatened me and everyone in my family.
he told his whole family about everything i did and said when we broke up, he made me out to be such a bad person and now he wants to get back with me. we have been meeting in secret and they hate me they call me all sorts of names.