#Heh, uh. Yeah.

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void atlas
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Alright, here this goes. I'm 15f. Uh, I have DIPG. Yay.

I don't remember when I found out. Right now I'm mostly fine. Like, nothings happening. and I can't get treatment. So its hell. I know whats gonna happen [mostly].. and I'm just stuck. I don't know what to do.

I'm tired, honestly. Theres a guy I went after.. I'm just gonna give up. My moms gone 24/7, my dads always out drinking too. I don't really have anyone anymore.. nobody to hold me or anything. I'm tired. I'm tired of being alone. Of being scared. Of not being me.

I'll put on a mask, I'll be crazy. It's not me. It's not who I am. But it's who I pretend to be. And no I have this. And I can't do anything about it and I'm scared. I don't want to go like this.

Even if I did get treatment, I'm still gone. I don't want to go. I'm 15. I haven't lived. I'm not ready. I don't want to go. I want to go to six flags, I want to get a boyfriend, I want to be held, I want to have a family. I want to live. And then I watch as it's taken from me. My entire life is gone.

I don't want to die. I really dont, I'm scared. I'm sobbing right now. I'm not ready..

prime niche
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am very sorry to hear

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ı hope you survive

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DIPG

sinful delta
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Are you okay?

void atlas
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not really

tidal crypt
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Is it alright if I pray for you?

distant spoke
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i hope u can get treatment

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id suggest gather funds

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find some ways

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or give up

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and enjoy the remaining time u have

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but if u need smone to talk to i am there

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i jus searched it up

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i am really sad for u

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but all i can say is

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go enjoy the remaining time

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propse to the guy

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have fun

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u never know till when it will last

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pls just go enjoy forget abt ur parents if they dont car abt u fid people that care abt u

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go live ur life

woeful zodiac
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I am really sorry to hear that. Have hope. There is still that chance you will survive. Jesus loves you

void atlas
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no, there isnt

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you dont survive dipg

odd moat
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Why do people always bring religion into things

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Im really sorry for you ❤️ sending you love and its such a hard position for people to empathize into and its easy to say enjoy the time you have left but it must be so heart aching and mentally shattering

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I hope in the slim chances or perhaps a miracle you would make it out alive 🙏❤️, and those around you like your parents are also currently failing you and i hope they would realise that sooner rather than later

void atlas
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again, there is no chance

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not even a slim chance

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i wish people would stop saying that

woeful zodiac
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Maybe there isn't a chance, but if you want to talk to someone I and many others are willing to talk.

simple summit
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If you need to chat, i can relate to a point. I had childhood cancer, braincancer too, ive had hundreds of friends live thru it, and had some lose their battles. People do try to be positive around you, and say theres hope, and miracles cures, speaking medically, DIPG, is an aggressive type of cancer, survival rate is less than 1%, but just because its aggressive doesnt mean there is treatments lessen the symptoms and potentially prolong life. My dms are open to you if you need to call, or talk to anyone, if you have questions about potential treatments, or any questions in general, please dont hesitate to let me know

void atlas
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the one thing i want to do before i die

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i want to go somewhere

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somewhere fun

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no

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i want to go to driving school

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i want to learn to drive

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idk if my mum will have funding in time though

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ill figure smth out

red galleon
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i can try to help fund you

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idk if i can get it to you in time or anything tho

void atlas
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its fine if you cant

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really

red galleon
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you have paypal?

void atlas
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yeah

red galleon
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just gimme a bit

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how much is it?

void atlas
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idk

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abt 600?

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i think

red galleon
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just give me a while

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im gonna have my servers buymeacoffee up more and ill just give it to you

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it probably wont be a lot but ittl help

void atlas
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REALLY??

red galleon
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yeah

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why not

void atlas
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OMG THANK YOU

red galleon
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mhm

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i gotta sleep now tho

void atlas
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alright

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goodnight!!

red galleon
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night

void atlas
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Make most of the time you have left

void atlas
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i wanna drive on a highway

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ina fast car

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If it's possible then do it