Here’s thing you can do is sit her down and talk to her about it
#I’m such a bad bf
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By the time you realize you could've done something all along, it'll be too late. If you love her and value her, you can move mountains for her. Changing is hard. Very hard. Thats why you think you cant do it. But if you push her away, and she decides to leave you, I bet you'll say to yourself you'd do anything to get her back. But then it'll be too late. The damage will be done.
The first step is realization and acceptance. While youre doing good and things are OK, proactively sit her down and tell her you know what you've been doing wrong. Tell her you want to work on yourself. Ask her for patience. See if she can help you come up with solutions.
The second step is the hardest but simplest. Fix your actions. You have to put every drop of effort you can into it. If you have bad relationship habits, you have to fight every moment of every day until the urge starts to fade.