#all or nothing

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ashen pecan
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i know that will happen

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it kind of already does

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but i wish people at least put a little bit more thought into this

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i get counselors or people doing presentations about it but it feels like the rhetoric isnt emphasized enough

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"your brain releases a happy chemical called dopamine" ok tell me how that will ruin others lives and slow down or even stagnate them from improving in the future if they constantly consume it at a concerning rate

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bro i sound like a nerd

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but i was watching this video from

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think before you sleep

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my goat

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oh my days

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i love that guy

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but he was talking about how addicts always lie or something and when it comes to trying to quit an addiction you have to frame it to make it desirable

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to the person

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like uh

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smoking

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well theres a lot of downsides to it already but you cant just tell a chronic smoker to stop doing it because its unhealthy

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they know

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its bad

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but they will ocntinue doing it anyway because they believe they cannot get the same or even better gratification from another source thats healthier

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yk

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the phones ringing

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with an accent

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that just reminds me of unhealthy relationships

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but im not gonna talk about that rn

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anwyay

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it has to fit their lifestyle and what will push them forward

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because they will always get this moment before they relapse and they dont have anything that comes to mind thats strong enough for them to stop

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i used to be hypersexual a while ago and it was

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something else

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but like

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literally just applying what i said earlier

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livign the way i used to wasnt ideal for me and there were unpromised goals i made for myself

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it just made me feel even more miserable when i wouldnt show up for myself

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be careful what you say to yourself because youre always listening

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i really like being able to vocalize my thoughts in a journal

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i think what makes it special is that anybody can just stop by and have a sip of my thought process

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maybe it wont be as captivating to others

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but

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i still think it means a lot

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i dont want this journal to just be something performative where i only write the good

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but i really want to push others

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if i cant do that through one on one conversations with people in venting then i can at least leave this here and hope that one day

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well im not sure it even stays here after 3 days

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but one day i wont be here or ill stop

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ill stop journaling

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i want to make change

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i want to help others and i feel like whenever im giving advice to others in the same shoes as i was in im there

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for myself

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my younger self at least

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maybe they wont listen but

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if one day they remember what ive said thats enough for me

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not saying im always going to be in the right or anything

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everythings changing

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i still have a lot to learn

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and i think its amazing that i have all this access to knowledge

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everythings already there i just need to push myself towards it

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i love this song

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i used to hate it but i took a look

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at the lyrics

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i cant do well when i think youre going to leave me

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but i know i try

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are you gonna leave me now

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my photographer friend

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hes the most dopest person i know from school

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ngl

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but he made a compilation of people signing his camera with their name through the lens

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it was really creative

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he just put this like plastic transparent block over it

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and used a whiteboard marker

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but it was with this song

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and it was 8th graders signing off and

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idk

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it was really refreshing

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i think hes the most humane person ive ever met and i really wish i could hangout with him more

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he talks to me about how hes fatigued of those arrogant people from our school

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like the popular ones

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well

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he hangs out with a selective amount of them

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usually just a big group of them but he doesnt deeply emotionally invest himself into those friendships

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he loves capturing the moment with his camera

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and honestly

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hes the best photographer

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ive met

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irl at least

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no glaze

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i used to like him a lot but

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i think i realize that i like people that are real

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people i can relate to

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it gives me a hint of happiness that i know theres people out there

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like me

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im not alone

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we got into the leadership class together and we were talking i was like yeaa

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im so happy

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and he said that they were gonna make a gc with everybody in it from leadership

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but i dont rly like giving out my phone number and he asked me for my number

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(it was through ig

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and i was like noono i dont wanna join

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and he was like what why

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i wasnt really transparent but then he said

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if you have any problems with anybody in that gc ill kick them out

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like

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oh my goodness

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i was honestly speechless

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eventually i gave him my number and he added me

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a few hours later though he was like

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you know what

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i dont care fuck it

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and i was really confused

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but he was really frustrated that he wasnt being appreciated for his efforts in trying to put together the gc and everything

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hes not the most emotional person i know so this was honestly like

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not gonna say weird to see but it was unexpected

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ill say that

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but i think thats was one of the times i was emotionally available for someone

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maybe im not emotionally available for others because im not as close as much with them

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im not really just realizing that now but

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yk

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i havent put much thought into it

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i told him like

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dude

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i dont actually remember what i said but i was like i appreciate you

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so much

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for what you contribute and the thing u said earlier made me feel really important

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that was probably

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one of the most beautiful interactions i had

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i know its miniscule

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but

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it means so much to me that theres people

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who care

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who make me feel seen

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and everyone deserves that type of person

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i

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i dont know how to express it

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but

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i want to be the reason why people still believe in good people

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just like him

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just like all the other kind souls ive met

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my heart is so huge

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i love seeing the good in people

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i notice

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i notice everything

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i notice when youre sad

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i notice when youre just a little bit off

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i want to help

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but

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i cant disperse that

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haha

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im being so ironic

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right now because i was just talking about how mindset changes everything

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but its hard

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im not saying i cant do it but its hard to do

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its not hard its just new

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i give a fuck

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i cant sit here pretending that i dont when i do

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i guess that black tea really did have an affect on me

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its 11:40

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i should go to sleep

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im such a fucking yapper oh my days 😭

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i think something ive noticed is that i treat this journal as if i were talking to someone

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and i only

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talk about myself when it comes to actually talking to someone

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ekse

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help

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my converstaion skills

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suck

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ok

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im gettin gsleepy now

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my wpm is degrading to 80

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uhhgvhhhh

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take me to your bestfriends house

ashen pecan
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im riding the bike after 3 months 💔

ashen pecan
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i HAAATEEEEE SWALLOWING PILLS

ashen pecan
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I STILL WANNA BE YOUR FAVORITE BOYYYY

ashen pecan
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love airplane mode

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i wanna go to sf so badly

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i can literally just go on a train to sf

ashen pecan
ashen pecan
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i can NOT read crime and punishment anymore

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reading crime and punishment feels like a crime and punishment

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HAHAHAHAHAHA

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ik its gonna get better but im snoring

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part 3 gotta be the most boring of

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all parts

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yesterday i was trying to read before i slept but that shit was like

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no….

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just kill someone raskolnikov 🤣🤣😂😂😂

ashen pecan
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IM A GGGGGGG GG GENIUS

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hes a genius
cause i love a woman like you

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lip bite

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dude

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i love

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graffiti

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oh my days them light rays are doin sum action

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REFRACTION

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DUDE IM ABOUTA FREAKING GO CRAZY IM GONNA RELAPSE 😭😭😭

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no

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NO

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noooo

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i cant

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i cant succumb…..

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RE

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RRRRRRR

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REEEEEEEEEEEE GOD PLS HELP ME 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

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no

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i wont

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THIS ISNT WHAT I WANT

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FOR MY NATION

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FOR MY PEOPLE

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I WONT

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dont!!!

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dont do it!!!

ashen pecan
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I HAVE EVADED

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FROM THE TEMPTATION

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until next time

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ill be stronger

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fr

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stupid ass. gay ass. cute ass. jit

ashen pecan
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hes literall him

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runs away with an oddly canine shaped lump in my throat

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domosday

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howre youo

ashen pecan
ashen pecan
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whattt abiut you senna

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YAYYYY

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IM SO GLAD

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im calm fr

ashen pecan
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luh calm senna

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LMAOAOA

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something of the sort... 🙂‍↕️ ✋

ashen pecan
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you are not that empire dude

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i am

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ro

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like

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lord badlwin or whatveer

ashen pecan
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KING baldwin

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lord is tuffer bro trust me

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thats like 1 billion aura

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like like

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lord and savior

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type but like im not saying im jesus type

ashen pecan
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senna speaks and we liste n

ashen pecan
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uhhhh

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uhh

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affirmative

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GAY beserk

twilit beacon
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beserk cannot be good bro
from everybody ive heard like. its

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idek

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nobody has convinced me to hear it out yet so it holds its title

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I'm sure it's good

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Just too dark for most anime watchers

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one day i will watch it

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i dont watcha. lot of anime anyways

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I watch the cool ones

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Like chainsaw man

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And the good romance

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NOT rent a cuck

ashen pecan
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NOPO

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LMAOO

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i just wanted berserk emotes

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PLEASE

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it was the thr biggest berserk server

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ashen pecan
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EMBRACE what

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The worst romance

ashen pecan
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i heard that was extremely

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bad

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LMAO

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It is

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The ending is the main guy not getting the girl

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He

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Help her achieve her dreams

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Payed off everything for her

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And a whole bunch of other stuff

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For 200+ CHAPTERS

ashen pecan
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yikes

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what

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huh

twilit beacon
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Just to get rejected

ashen pecan
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no bruh

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hiw do you stoop

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THAT

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low

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lowkey if i was paid to be a gf id just be a gf

twilit beacon
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The crazy part was

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A girl was willing to date him

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this is basically roblox edating in a nutshell these eboys be giving their all
life savings for a roblox egirl

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He just wanted the other gurl

ashen pecan
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damn

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LOL

ashen pecan
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woah calm down

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lets simmer down

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uh

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JOKING

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thats lowk my gpa rn like

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bro.

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my grade 9 year is cooked ima keep it transparent

ashen pecan
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i love my roblox girlfriend SmileGuts

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Actual birthday brain eating parasites stray away from dating on Roblox

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if im not getting shi for being wtih an eboy then why bother ima get e-played anywyas

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💔

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LOLLL

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You can call me Jossi!!

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i mean... buy me a bmw m4 f82 and

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ashen pecan
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chill

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stares...

ashen pecan
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feels intimiated under your gaze

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Oh

ashen pecan
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LMAO

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Wait are you two having a moment

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licks m lil chapped lips

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with malice

ashen pecan
ashen pecan
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she sees red when shes angry

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when my balls turn run, sag.

ashen pecan
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STOP

twilit beacon
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*Respectfully reads(with aura) (with rizz) (feminist btw) (7'11 btw)x

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when my pants turn run, brown.

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ashen pecan
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did i mention i do pilates

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did i mention i have dreads

ashen pecan
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i have a jet

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somewhere

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in my backyard

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did i mention that i lended my private island to 500 orphans in need

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ashen pecan
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you got nothing on me

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brOOOO 😭

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DO NOT LET BRO OPERATE TS

ashen pecan
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HEHEHEH

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NO

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we are ALL DEAD

ashen pecan
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you can trust me

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BLIJD TRUST

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everybody is going to feel it ahh

ashen pecan
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ill be the captain

ashen pecan
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im the colonel

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well

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it says im lieutenant cause

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caude…

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cuz cuz ... cuz..

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i want a rank too

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what rank woudl i be

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i wanna be colonel

ashen pecan
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thats tuff thatas like

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konig

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from the hit game call of duty warzone

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WOAH!!!!

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ashen pecan
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LOL

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WLEPPLAO

ashen pecan
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dole

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i meant lmao

ashen pecan
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dole mandarins 😭✌️

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From ironman

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I'll just leave

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LOL

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lowkey

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i have never had a canned fruit or vegetable

ashen pecan
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THEYRE SOOOO NASTY

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dorry guys im eating

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ashen pecan
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canes

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OH MY GODFFFF eat well

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im jealosu

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i went to cali just for canes and i didnt even frigging get it.

ashen pecan
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eats obnoxiously loud

ashen pecan
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i mean i dont have any nearby

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i had to travel like an hour

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for it

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bro canes is like chick fil a but buff

ashen pecan
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https://youtu.be/0AxvEh-Wy7Q?si=E9Ug92T4e99m6kln 2:35 got me on a freaking choke hold i love it when songs have tuff outros

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I wrote this song two years ago in my bedroom in San C...

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i keep on listening to 2017 animation songs 😭✌️

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ashen pecan
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ghk

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dont do this senna pls

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i have a wife and kids… back at home waiting for me……

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i don’t care.

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snatches your canes and eats it too

ashen pecan
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you made the wrong move

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GutsRage RAAAHHHHHHH

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oh SHII WHAT THE HELL 😭 ✌️

ashen pecan
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that banana is going to be you.

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i love whatever’s wrong with you WHAT

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WHAT

ashen pecan
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ashen pecan
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MY DADS WATCHING THE FUCKING EMOJI MOVIE ON THE TESLA

ashen pecan
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come and find out

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ashen pecan
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ill be waiting patiently ztmochafart

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DONT FART. in my face…

ashen pecan
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or what

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or or or…

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ashen pecan
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puffa fish :3

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i thought that darn thing was a lizard

ashen pecan
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BOI

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a lizard does NOT look like that

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a reptilian of sorts...

ashen pecan
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mmngnfbhhhkgkjhjzhhh

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mngghhhhhh….

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me too icl

ashen pecan
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971584057139953785 i.

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ashen pecan
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hehehehe why are we higkey those bears

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theyre us

ashen pecan
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thats so

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tuff

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😭

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i wanna be milk

ashen pecan
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ok!!!

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YAYYY

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why are you pretending to be me

ashen pecan
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cause

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uhh

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youre the goat

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?????

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why wouldnt i

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amen. heh. 🙂‍↕️

ashen pecan
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amen chadwalk

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ashen pecan
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YES M

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MAYBE LIFE IS WORTH LIVING

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MY HANDWRITING

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IS GLORIOUS

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dshow

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jnop

ashen pecan
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my handwriting doesnt actually look like this it just needs to look somewhat neat

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bro

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my like

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long term handwriting is bad

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BAD

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waif

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i write like a founding father

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😭😭

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MHELP

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i write

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uh

ashen pecan
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IM NOT JOKING

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holy shit

ashen pecan
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i dont know what it says its just apart of an old entry

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😭😭

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yooo i cant read ts but youre prolly cooking 🔥 shakespeare level prolly

ashen pecan
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i could zoom in its probably about me hating everybody or myself

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WHAT

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IM

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joking

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im NOT A MISANTHROPE

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/ref i eman

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and hating myself would only maximize my misery 💔💔

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mean

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i mean reference not j i dont know why i put joke

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n

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WOHA

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WOAH

pulsar copper
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get it

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SPTYO[P

ashen pecan
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WHAT THE HELL

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HELP

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EHW

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LMFAOOOO

ashen pecan
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JVKCMKCJSJX

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HELP H

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LMGFAOSOOO

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IM CRYING

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I CANT BREAKTHE

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IM CRYINGGGG

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HEL

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NOOOOOO

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IM WEAK

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😭😭😭

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HELLMEEE

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ok so now i know that i cannot say

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attractibe

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YOU SCARED MES O BAD OH MYH GOF

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WHY

ashen pecan
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BREOOOO WHEN IS AW THAT REACTION I THOUGHT IT WAS THAT GUY FRON EARLIER

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AND THEN IT WAS MILK

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milk jumpscare ahh

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😭😭😭

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LMFAOAOAOAO

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i’m always watching

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THE JHO DUDE

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this is terrifying

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so mods do moderate journals... write that down

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yes!

ashen pecan
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-# ok we cant let them no..

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know...

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.

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ok.

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i think. im becoming schizophrenic. i cant take this im going to showr

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ok take ur shower 😭✌️

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I JUST

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bro

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i just threw my phone on this fragile object

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IT WAS JUST ON MY EBD AND THEN I THREW MY PHONE ON IT HSLP

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not gonna lie i read that at least five times and i just realized ebd is a missspellign of bed

ashen pecan
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i should correct my spelling mistakes

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what is he THINKING anour 😭

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i think img oingto cry

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that feeling whne

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when

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uh

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you wanna do this sick ass thing

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but then realize that you dont have the stuff for it and even though its probably like 5 dollars at walmart you still look for things to compensate with

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(im working with oil paint)

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now my paint brushes

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are stiff...

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and now my bitter hands cradle the brittles of what was everything

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WOW

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im just looking at my art and i

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my goodness

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its supposed to be

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im supposed to draw the undertones first and then the highlights but bro just looks hollow

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brooooo im a dipshit

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😭

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no

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goodnight

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im done with this paitning

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for now

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im gonna take a shower and practice mindfulness 🧟

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im in my selfcare era 🧟

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that girl 🧟

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ateeeee

ashen pecan
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doing a 24 hour glow up just to walk by my ex boyfriend 🤪 🧟

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grwm to confront my cheating bf

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those are TOO suspenseful

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brodie

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brodie g looks malnoruished

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i aint een gonna try to add the highlights yet because its just gonna get mixed in with the dark shit

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oh this makes me ANGRY

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OH WHO IS YOU

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brooo

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rbo

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broooooooo im tired but not like that

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they werent jokin when

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they said that screens puts ur brain into a more conscious state

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YOOOO I DONT WANNA WASH MY FACE OR BLOWDRUY MY HAIR

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if i dont blowdry myhair

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its going to look like

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crazy tomorrow

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if i wash my face imma be awake

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i hate being awake during quiet hours

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i shouldve been asleep 2 hours ago but i got home hellaaaa late

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and i was out all day

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i am

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Defeated

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should i jsut watch

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one piece

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its not gonna keep me. up for that long

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its hard for me to binge shows

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the last show ive binged was you

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im literally joe

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goldverg

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everything i do is for you

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when i find someone i like i scope everything they do from afar

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i love

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admiring

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in a different font

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no

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this sounds like my tempting thoughts

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go away

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scram

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i think i just want to process. everything

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that happened today

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broooooooo why is it lowkey 12 am tho 😅

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its lit'

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straightup

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alright!

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i dont know i fi want to be otsu or musashi

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musashis hella dope

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but

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actually idk id wanna be musashi hes my goat but

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the way he treats otsu is so cute

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and the way he

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talks abou ther

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about her

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"i think about her all the time"

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😂

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yo

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ashen pecan
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senna jsut kiss me alr

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chill

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LOO

ashen pecan
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i didnt say that

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why

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would you say that

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broooooo

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😅

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ayeIM CRYING

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me too cause whyd you lowkey say that

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I CANT BREAHTW

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CHILL

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chill

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whoooo said that bro…

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everyone spam senna chill

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chilll brooo 😂 🫱 🫱 🫱 🫱 🫱

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who said that broo

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death death death

ashen pecan
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yo waht the fucl

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this lower classman is like

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hitting on me

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NO actually

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ummm… why are you gorjus……. like actually…..

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sheds a tear

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HELP ME

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IMS CARED

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death to steven prolly ❤️‍🩹

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im like

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bro

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im a quarter

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awake

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rn

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dude i was just trying

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to find a joe goldberg

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viddeo

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and then my messages js

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blow up

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who even is steven fr

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you spelled senna wrong fr

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LMAOOO

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yo

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i cannotc

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converse with this guy

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my friend said that he has like 5 girls hitting him up in his dms everytime they hangout

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hes dragging the conversation BOROOOOOOOO

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😂😂😭.... ochiba2

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ladies ladies one at a time

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THATS

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THATS ALL HIM

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BRO

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or all 12 at the same time it’s NOT even 99+ but what even ever!

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LOL OH

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HELP

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im

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just gonna pretend like i fell asleep on my phone

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...

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HELP

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leave him on read ho

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OH MY

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GOODNESS

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IT WENT UP TO O

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18

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sss ss s s ss

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i would like to take a gander 😁

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bro

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trust me

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leave him on read it will shred his ego he will give up eventually

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yeah i am

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not interested in a 7th grader

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hes an edgar

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😭

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DUUUDE is saying that hes been trying to find a girl for my friend

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NO U HAVE NOT

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my intestines are talking to me

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i texted my friend

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abotu it

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it kinda freaked me out bc he said that he might bring his own ebike to ride with us but

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ujhh

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hehahu... not happening bud

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THIS IS STILL ME KATE I LOVE YOU

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why

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WHY

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WHYYYYY DOES JOE FALL IN LOVE WITH A NEW WOMAN EVERY SEASON

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joe EVERY FUCKING TIME when he sees a white woman

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except for marienne idk

ashen pecan
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lego batman waterfallsob

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PH YM DAYS ITS 1 30 AM

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ik damn well after saying that im gonna put ts away and be wide awake

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i need to cough

ashen pecan
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not in my direction

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i did it ❤️‍🩹

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oh….

ashen pecan
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sowwy……

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i was going to reassure you until you sent that monstrousity

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PACK HIM

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😂

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I HEARD YOU WAS 5’1 😂 🫱

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ICE CREAM CONE GARDEN GNOME AHH BOY PACKGOD HUMBLE HIM

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you are not 5’1

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i say as i gaslight you

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WH

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ok how tall do you think i am

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I TOLD YOU YOURE LIEK A HEAD TALLER THAN ME

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bro

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ts is not

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5’1

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boi im ASIAN ipmsob

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me too.

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get good boi

ashen pecan
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ur like the 1%

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HELP

ashen pecan
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😭 🫱

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😂 ✌️

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thing

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ok i am literally lik

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around 5"1 droidsobpixel

ashen pecan
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its sobbing

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z_robloxgirlsob boi

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wait a minute

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how did bro have 2 different hairstyles in the span of 4 videos

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yooo

ashen pecan
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that photos like

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not phtoo

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that video was from like 4 or something months ago

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i dont post at all

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not frequently

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...

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you’re so mysterious heh

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i dont think i ever want to post content on tiktok

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ever again

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real me ektber

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oh frick i can’t bri i can’t imagine seeing my face like

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bro

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wdym i have to see mtself

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its worse when ur classmates see

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like what u post

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😭

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zREAL HOW hiw do you just. post.

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like. what

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i lowk be drooling over my hg

ashen pecan
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chill

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BRO OU MY HOGUYFHFG

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like .

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bro

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BROOOOOOOOO

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why my friends so fine

ashen pecan
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😭

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like i think i would kms

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mods don’t read this

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famous people r like so

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sad

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like you have everything and also people up your butt in public crux they recognize you

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i would never wanna be famous

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rrrr 9bc30557037016eb5ac46ec46dc713e4

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wehther its subconscious or not

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i can’t live like that
if a ho don’t fw me they can tell me THEMSELVES TF

ashen pecan
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word word

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why did i jus

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say that

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i need ot go to sleep

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worddddd

ashen pecan
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im running out of voicelines

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goodness

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noonjbsjnjnjdsfmkfsn

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mgnhnhhnsncmm

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no

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i thin k im going to start spiraling

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no im not

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i need

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to go to sleep

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ivve said

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for the 5th time

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m

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for fucks sake

twilit beacon
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oh my f

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dude you is so good

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the show

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the series

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penn is such an amazing actor 😭

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I CANT WATCH ANY FUCKING EDITS OF HIM

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I KEEP ON GETTING SPOILED

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sorry mods im having a parasocial relationship

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i love you bro

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zoo wee mama holy crap kate lockwood the woman you are 9bc30557037016eb5ac46ec46dc713e4

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its like you know im there

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triggerwarning blood

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me too joe

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do you know how much violence it took to be this gentle

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mnghhhsdfnjnhhhh

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nmznsdfnlsgjdjgugvndsjdnoq

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im going to fall asleep

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bruh

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its almost 5 pm i dont know how im going to thug out 4 more hours

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by that time im probably going to be wide awake

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CHILLDDSWIJGHFAEIHGSEFG

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DIASDFWHFJAHDJGHSAF

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CHILLS

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BRO

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THEY STARTED PLAYING WASHING MACHINE HEART WHEN FUCKING

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JOE KNCOEKD THIS GIRL OUT

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BROOOOOO

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BRO

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wow i hate everybody in the show

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even joe

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im bored

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so bored

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im not even tired anymore

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whats this curse

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well i still have 2 or so hours to go

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man i reminisce hard

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so hard

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i wish i couldve met zyzz

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hes so dope

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you know exactly what you do to me

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am i infatuated

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i feel like im missing osmeone ive never lost

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tomorrow

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what?

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im dropping the series

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bro

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why do i have like 3 accessories on bruh

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under or over 300 robux

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why is bro posted up with jennie 😭

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cause i got hella game

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✌️

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snickered

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biggets live

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ive said

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lie

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fake it till you make it king

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bro i’m going to strangle you HOW do yo ulook so majestic with short hair AND long hair

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GLORUOUS

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freaking light

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yooo what’s up there 😂 ✌️

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bro every picture i have with short hair is with that pacific beach shirt

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LMAOAOAO

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i csnt look at these photos anymore

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💔

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your tuff aura is too much fosho

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😭✋

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YEHHELP

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LMFAOOOO

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blast to the past ahhh name

ashen pecan
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i aint even viet droidsobpixel

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i love pho

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top food fr

ashen pecan
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im crying

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WHAT THE HELL

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WHAT THE GELP 😭 😭 😭

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i havent tried it in a while

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is it js soup

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TAKE THAT SHIT AWFFFF

ashen pecan
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LMAOO

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no bruh the pirates got me

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yooo free my boi 😭 ✊

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free young thug

ashen pecan
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DONT clown on me that was

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like

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that damn stare

ashen pecan
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2 years ago

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it’s ok i think you outmog me from 2 years ago

ashen pecan
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all pf these photos are more than 2 years old

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bro i have more photos of chris than myself

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or

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i dont know how old i was in those phots

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LOLLL

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maybe in this generation they are

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trying to mog

ashen pecan
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its

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obscene

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yes ❤️‍🩹

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i loved ts

ashen pecan
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WHERE is that

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if thats a school trip thats pristine

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😭😭

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lowk grade 9 was tuff

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we weren’t even supposed to go

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but ❤️

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it’s inspire icl

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IS THAT YOU IN THE FIRST PIC

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so inspire ❤️

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yes burps

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inspire

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bro. i hate taking photos of myself AUGH

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we were only supposed to get a grade 12 trip

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overseas

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my hair is different now and like stuff

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so like ion even rlly look like ts anymore