I JUST WANNA FALL IN LOOOOVE

[muted hedge]

I'm a high school student(female) and I don't talk to ANY guys at my school. I genuinely don't like anything about me.Like I take great care of myself. Maybe it's my thighs. Maybe it's my face. Maybe it's my height. I DON'T KNOWWW. But I always hear my friends saying 'he confessed' or 'I had 3 exes' Like genuinely how do they do it??? What kind of love glue do they have??? Whenever they say stuff like that, I always think to myself: Hmmmm am I not that attractive? Like okay maybe some of yall will say 'omg but you should make the first move' BUT NO. Because I swear, my girl friends barely make moves and it's always guy texting them first.
My love language is friendly bullying. Maybe guys don't like that? Maybe I go too far sometimes? Maybe I'm not feminin enough? Maybe my voice is not high enough? I JUST WANT TO CHANGE EVERYTHING ABOUT MYSELF

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[waxen osprey]

Change nothing
You just didn't cross the good one yet

[surreal otter]

You just need to find the right guy. I know it’s gonna be said a lot, but it’s so true

Cuz some guys don’t like people like you, but some guys do

[low wave]

Friendly bullying? Interesting honestly I doo the same stuff with my ex

[low wave]

Lol chicken people

I wouldn't blame them for not coming out

[muted hedge]

yep everyone says that and I do really hope that I find that someone. But it's too bad that I'll mever experience teenage love.

[low wave]

Honestly most teenage love end up in break up

[muted hedge]

man it's so fun honestly. as long as they don't get offended ofc😭

[surreal otter]

Cuz for guys, Jsyk, they never want to make the first move unless they’re absurdly cocky and overconfident, which isn’t good

[low wave]

I had the same fate

[surreal otter]

True tho

[surreal otter]

And I don’t think I will either, and that’s fine

[muted hedge]

you're right. My friend's current boyfriend took a year a half to confess😭

like that's a really long time

[surreal otter]

…I’ve known the girl I liked for almost 5 years, and I’ve liked her for over a year, and I still haven’t asked her out

[low wave]

I honestly wouldn't mind making first move unless if my next girlfriend is kinda dominating (I wouldn't mind it at all)

[surreal otter]

😓

[low wave]

Buddy

5 years

Go and be a man take a damn mive

[muted hedge]

I have a friend who is on insta and she gets many dms from guys. Honestly, I want that too but at the same time I also wonder if I really do. Cuz most of the time, the guys are attracted by lust yk.

[surreal otter]

I’ve only liked her for a year.. but yeah

[muted hedge]

oh my godd. Do you not want to ruin the friendship or smth?

[muted hedge]

yesss exactlyyyy

[surreal otter]

And to that, the song I’m listening rn explains very well

[muted hedge]

lmfaooo

[muted hedge]

@surreal otter

[low wave]

@muted hedge just dont be a loser like me who got betrayed and now in depression

[surreal otter]

Exactly

[muted hedge]

Did they cheat on you?

[surreal otter]

Cuz I genuinely like her as a person

[muted hedge]

the 'i don't want to ruin our friendship' phase is such a difficult situation to be in

[surreal otter]

I know 😭

[muted hedge]

I just really hope it ends well for you man

[low wave]

Worse, I been betrayed, got NTRand abandon by all 3 of my ex

[surreal otter]

And another reason is entirely explained by the song ‘overwhelmed’, or at least, the chorus of it

[muted hedge]

ansowowjs that's terrible

[low wave]

Well at least I am not in toxic cycle where I'll kms because of her

[surreal otter]

NTR? What’s that

[low wave]

Getting cheated but in worse way

[muted hedge]

true

[surreal otter]

What does it stand for

[low wave]

Your partener having src with someone fir a while

Sex*

[muted hedge]

i don't understand the concept of cheating and I never will

[low wave]

I am too tired

[surreal otter]

Exactly. If you like someone else, just break up

[muted hedge]

righttttt

[surreal otter]

Or don’t get with them in the first place

[low wave]

And act a fake persona of loving you but they dont

[low wave]

One thing I dont understand

[muted hedge]

bruh that's gotta be the worst

[low wave]

What the fuck it's take to make a girl happy

This is my genuine question

[surreal otter]

Like, I need to know!

[muted hedge]

FR

[low wave]

I did everything a kind bf do, loved her feed her care for her

[surreal otter]

I gotta go, I’ll be back in less than an hour

[low wave]

Of not I took her on bike ride

Stealing my dad's bike

[muted hedge]

dang

[low wave]

Take care Cody

Yet she still wasn't happy

[muted hedge]

Bye dude it was really nice talking with you

[muted hedge]

one thing you need to know

[low wave]

So I just give up on dating for now

[muted hedge]

she didn't deserve you

[muted hedge]

it's okay man take your time. ik it's hard after that just happened

[low wave]

All the disrespect I endure from her and put ne on hold while going out with someone that's crazy

Just go away atp

[muted hedge]

how can someone have the heart to do that😭😭

[low wave]

I will and BE the most responsible boyfriend

[muted hedge]

Bro i seriously hope you find the right one

[low wave]

What I need? Loyality and love competition

[muted hedge]

cuz you seem like a really nice person

[low wave]

I wanna try online dating

[muted hedge]

Oh then go for it, just be careful of certain people😭

[low wave]

If I get one which seems impossible

[muted hedge]

aw man why are you saying that

[low wave]

Catfishers

[muted hedge]

ah right

[low wave]

Anyway, @muted hedge dw you can find something soon. What year are you in

Of high school

I can send some dating tips and advice

[muted hedge]

Actually I'm my first year of a levels. Idk if you're familiar with that

[low wave]

I didn't understand the level system

[muted hedge]

well ofc i wanna date but it's hard especially bc I'm not allowed to go out. So I'm limited to school and extra classes😭

[muted hedge]

uhh so basically a levels are for 17 and 18 year olds

it's set by cambridge

[low wave]

Well that sure makes a problem unless you go out with friends. a little liewon't hurt

[muted hedge]

lol i genuinely wanna try that one day

[low wave]

I am too old for this then

[low wave]

Just dont get caught

Spilt early

[muted hedge]

my mom is always home before me so likeee no chance

I'll get freedome once i leave my house

so it's fine

[low wave]

Life is not meant to follow strict rules, life is meant to enjoy

[muted hedge]

fr fr

[low wave]

Welcome back cody

[muted hedge]

how old are you bro

[surreal otter]

Parents can be worse. Like, my friends parents sent him to Florida

[muted hedge]

haiii codyy

[low wave]

19

[surreal otter]

Also, I’m kinda just sitting in the car pretending to text a friend, which I basically am. But I’m moving a couch to our house

[muted hedge]

huh why i didn't understand

[surreal otter]

So I’m only gonna be off for like fifteen minutes or less

[muted hedge]

okay thennn

[surreal otter]

I don’t either

[muted hedge]

LMFAO

[surreal otter]

And he hasn’t responded to anything from me for a while

Which I think I know why…

[muted hedge]

is he okay😭

[surreal otter]

And it’s not cause he doesn’t like me…

I don’t think so 😭😭

[low wave]

He went to strip club in florida

[surreal otter]

Uhh, let’s just say that

[low wave]

Joje

Joke*

[low wave]

So I made a good guss

[surreal otter]

And he’s only 16

Guss? A good guss? Man your tired

What time is it for you

[low wave]

Almost 2am

I had fever early morning, bad one

[surreal otter]

Hmm, I wonder why your tired

Oh

[low wave]

Cold and muscle fatigue

[surreal otter]

So your an actual smart person who gets the same sleep every day

Like me

Or you just didn’t use enough energy

[low wave]

I wouldn't say I am smart

[muted hedge]

oh gosh

[low wave]

I went out with a friend to nearest big mall only to know that shit is expensive

[surreal otter]

It’s a mall, of course it is

[low wave]

Double the price of everything

[surreal otter]

Real

[low wave]

Eben mac Donald cost me 1/4th of the money I brought

[surreal otter]

Dude, your pfp is throwing me off

[low wave]

Wot

[surreal otter]

I can tell your a guy from your messages, but your pfp says ‘nah, I’m female’

Unless your not a guy

[low wave]

I just like the character

And I am a guy indeed

[surreal otter]

Yeah, lots of people do that

Ok, I thought so

[muted hedge]

IKR I THOUGHT THEY WERE A GIRL. then you started saying how you dated this girl so i assumed you were a lesbian (im so sorry)

[low wave]

Lmao

[surreal otter]

Exactly

[low wave]

It's okey I wouldn't blame you for miss gender me

It's pretty normal

For you 2 to be confused

[surreal otter]

Ima be off for about 15 minutes now, I’m at the storage unit

[muted hedge]

Okayyy

[low wave]

Am adding both of you

We can create a small gc