i fell in love with someone i dont talk to nomore

[knotty plaza]

around 2020 i had a friend nothing more she was abit broken but nothing was wrong 3 years later i had feeling for her nothing weird just pure love i wanted her to be my one and only but i had some probloms
1 our relashinship got a bit weird after some stuff that happen first she cheited on her bf at the time so i left here at that time it was around 2021 then we forgave eachouther
then i had had my feelings but i didnt have anywas to tell her

2 i had a phase in it i told myself that i didnt need her cuz she didnt even know what i felt in that time but i still pray that god make her mine

[distant jolt]

She cheited on her bf? What stopping her from cheiting on you?

Admit it, You don't love her, you only fantasise about a version of her that can give you the love you alway wanted, my word is harsh but you are nothing but a fool, don't give a chance to let your brain slowly convince itself that she is worth it, she is just a beach that you paint an image on

[knotty plaza]

i know how bad she might be but im willing to jump if she tells me to

[knotty plaza]

after what i felt i feel nothing emoinly

when it comes to romance

but i think shes worth it

i never see her or told her about my feelings but the thing is what i needed wasnt her it was her anwser

[knotty plaza]

i may be a fool but i will die one if she might be on the one

shes all iv been looking for
my other friend he whanted to get with me but i refused because i couldnt think of anyone eles but her

i hate that i love her this much but i cant love anymore

[distant jolt]

Rockys, okay I understand, tell me what make you love her so much?

[knotty plaza]

She remind me of how much I needed stuff like attention
Love passion she was as broken is I am and I felt like I loved how relatable she was to me but I never told anyone about my past and she was the most gentle soul it's like she was an angel and sorry I may have mixed up she didn't cheated she left him because he was toxic as fuck
I she was an out going soul even though she was going through a lot of pain inside she never broke that's why I love her so f ing much

And I always thought that I maybe the one that can help her , I was the one to give her every thing she didn't get from others

She didn't cheat on him she just left and looked for someone better

I know it's not justifiable but that's the truth

I still lover even though she might not

[distant jolt]

Hey man

I'm not the type to went out of my way to help people but just take my advice

Be emotionally prepared for a breakup before it happen

This is not just about her, but about you and your love life in the future

Also dm me when something like that happen

[knotty plaza]

Okay thanks