short ginkgo
Okay so like a bit less then a year ago I was in a relationship with a girl I knew online, which I hung out with 2 times before irl. We started talking alot and eventually I asked her if she wanted to date and be my girlfriend.
We then dated for like 1-2 months and I actually loved her in that time and she loved me. Eventually in the summer some stuff happened on her vacation and she didn't wanna talk about it since it was private stuff, she was really dry and kept replying late so after 1 week I just said "I think it's best if we break up..'' which she replied to: ''I think so too'' so we broke up.
After 1 or 2 weeks she texted me suddenly and we talked for a bit over the span of few days, eventually we got into an argument and bla bla.
After a month she texted me telling me why how and what happened (she also said she doesn't have feelings for me anymore). And now basically for a month I love her again and started thinking back about our relationship we had, not only about love but mainly about her because I like(d) her. I texted her yesterday and we talked for like 1 and a half hours and yea... Idk what to do, I also looked back to our chat a few times today and this might be weird but cried a bit cos yea...
also she lives 2 hours away from me with the train so it was more an online relationship but we did see eachother irl 2 times
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