#I hate myself

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simple ivy
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so like kinda in a situationship ig we not datingmfor personal reasons but she says she loves me and I love her so like she acts like my gf well tbh she always acted the same when we became close friends she flirts with me and stuff anywayanyway after I confessed she rejected me saying she l9ves me romantically but can't date blah blah blah ig I basically said in a server she's in she's my gf and like she didn't mind me calling her that anyway I ask her if we can match pfp she saysnshes matching with her ex ... and says he cares for her (idk if she meant she didn't wanna hurt her or smth) like I care too but what ever insa9d "oh okay" sometimes I ask her if she wanna match status she avoids the question or ignores it and changes the topic and etc I have been more obsessive over her ig and now she says Mochi wtf AHHH I NEED A BREAK she's prob mentally drained she def has feelings for her ex and is being torn apart inside by guilt stleast what I'm tthinking which may be draining her

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i tried to keep my feelings in and the moment someone found out I’m not okay they were asking me about it and all of a sudden everyone just started flooding me with like trauma and whatever

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she says that's the reason she lashed out on me .. idek what it means

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feral kernel
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Brother she is not appreciating you okay?

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She is not

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why would you drain your romantic investments on a girl that is playing games on you?

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As per the facts and numbers women are more than men in this planet rn so in the end she is losing you, you are not losing anything... You deserve a woman that appreciate the investment that you are making on her... Not some games, ex-bullshit, blah blah blah... Dont hate yourself just because of her... Just open the door for her and let her leave you would defenitfly feel relieved... trust me you will find something better...

simple ivy
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ririch

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good looking.. and mean damn good looking

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and she makes me feel like she genuinely cares

feral kernel
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So what there are other

simple ivy
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... not as good looking as her

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ik this sounds bad

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but her looks..

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are immaculate

feral kernel
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We all said that once trust me

simple ivy
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bro u truatrust me...

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look

feral kernel
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There has been better I swear

simple ivy
feral kernel
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God created Eve and created her offspring in different shapes and forms of beauty

simple ivy
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I hope I just get the right q

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I hope she's the right 1

golden palm
simple ivy
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are u saying whay I want?

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what I wanted is ..

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being 1 and only to some one

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...

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especially her

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but ig it's what ever

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rn if she's not mad at me il be close friends

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this is karma

golden palm
# simple ivy wdym

What i mean is that you risk putting yourself through alot of emotional turmoil here, if you allow her to control the situation. My advice is focus on what you want. If the situation is causing you suffering (Her not knowing what she wants matching profile pictures with her ex, and still loving him) etc. you need to reflect upon on wether you should be involved or not. Close friends can be a solution, if you feel you capable of distracting yourself from potential feelings ♥

simple ivy
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oh ok ok

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I think she mad at me

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well hurt

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when I told

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her les stay as close friends

simple ivy
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THISNIS ALL BECAUSE MY EX.. CURSED MY RELATIONSHIP

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WITH MY CRUSH

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💔