low elm
for context, im still in school and am a drummer in a band. Before the rs im posting about, i was in an physically abusive rs for 8 months in 2023, she hit me alot and called me useless
i meet this new girl in 2024, she confessed to me and got into a rs w me
I spent my whole December working hard for her, I spent day and night working to the point I wouldn't go home, would sleep outside alot. I wanted to be the best boyfriend I could as I knew i lacked certain things and wasnt the best looking either. I just wanted to make her happy, I only thought of her. Even when I was working tons of hours a day, I still found time to go on dates with her, messaged her back within minutes and even call her when she wanted me too.
I will be putting in point form to make the read faster haha
-Jan came along and i ended up in the hospital for overworking
-My bday is in Jan, she didnt wish me happy bday but told me she missed her ex on my bday
-she promised she wouldnt leave but ghosted me for a week
-she started scolding me and blaming for getting upset
-she cried to her friends about what was happening but didnt tell them what she did wrong
- her friends all were against me, protecting her, saying I was dangerous and all sorts
-on Jan 28, We talked and we settled things
-I gave her lots of gifts and stuff i was planning since Dec every friday leading up to Valentines
-she was still msging her ex and posting secret things about her ex, reposting tiktoks - i suprised her with concert tickets on Feb 7 and Starbucks giftcards totalling $100
-She didnt go for the concert, cancelling last minute - the day after the concert, I had a family issue so I didnt go to school, on the same day she posted her hanging out with her ex then msged me if i wanted to hang the next day, I knew what was happening, she wanted to break up
- When i assessed the situation, she told me she would try her hardest not to lash out at me
( ill continue the last part in the messages)
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pearl hinge