Hello, so I am having huge issues dating ever since my last relationship did not work out. I had a relationship for 4 years but she was manipulative, abusive and unhonest. I can not love anyone but her for some reason and the people around me always speak incorrectly and so on. It drives me crazy. The people around me are often times lazy and irrational. I can not stand that anymore. I don't want to hear all the nonsense that is around me and I fear that I can not find a woman that can not shut off the noise around her. Meanwhile I search for a woman that is equally interested in competence and is not interested in others for I know that once I fall in love, I don't have eyes for anyone but that person. I know that there are other pretty people but I literally do not feel attracted to other people. I try to make myself valuable and so on but it is all really weird somehow. In fact, nowadays there are so many choices that most people just take anything and you are meaningless anyways. I try to follow christian values but I don't see many people with that anymore. Meanwhile the modern world is so fastly paste that I don't know whether I will keep staying relevant to that person since everything are just survival instincts I guess? I want to have a career and so on but that just makes it even more difficult I fear due to all the people that you have to work with and will encounter who might try to mess it up because the universe is mean.
#I had one relationship and I don't feel like dating ever again
grim ginkgo
olive steppe
I feel you bro. I thought I'd never love again after me and my ex broke up but you will evantually find someone new. it may take time but you will get there evantually. trust jesus and he will guide you. I found someone I like even tho I thought I'd never love again and I know you will too brother <3
grim ginkgo
I feel you bro. I thought I'd never love again after me and my ex broke up but y...
Alright, I already put all my faith in god but I fear "not having free will" as many scientists say... I fear that the universe will make us all go to war or something like this. I fear losing my girl again because I am not good enough of a provider or shit like this... The last one left me because I was mean to her after she became physically because she thought that i'd cheat on her just because i was out with the boys
My ex was abusive af and I still loved her...
olive steppe
I can see why
when you have dated
for a long time
I had a relation ship for 8 months and it took me nearly 3 months to get over her
pretty sure she was cheatin tho
but I don really got any evidence
but all you need brother is time and faith.
trust me
it will happen evantually
grim ginkgo
I am already waiting for 1,5 years
She was already kinda about to cheat before we broke up
She told me such weird things and followed random as dudes
And she was always happy outside of the relationship with randoms but didn't tell me and I always thought that those people were so incredibly stupid and so on
I still have unfinished games and goal with her...
And that sucks so badly
Because she showed me that she did these goals without me to hurt me... So she can show me what I am missing out on yk? It just hurts... All of it... All that she did... Even when she had a new one, she tried to contact me again...
grim ginkgo
I also think that it would be the "right thing" because I don't think that you should have a new relationship when you do things like this but then again, I don't think it gives me any benefit
I think that god will cut her down
If she tries to mess with me
I still got images
Like... We even had a mental health app in which we cared for oneanother and she sent me love and hugs and so on in that app while being in a relationship for 1 month