Look, stop overthinking it. You're pissed off 'cause you let your emotions get the best of you. It’s called being human. It hurts, I get it. You're not gonna forget her overnight, and that’s fine. But don’t be some damn sad sack about it. She moved on, and you will too. You know the shit about time healing, and it’s true. So cut yourself some slack, stop obsessing, and get back to living your life, alright?
#I'm not quite sure why I feel this way
lethal granite
waxen marsh
If that was my case I would've been yearning doesn't work for everyone but the more you yearn the more your feelings will dilute
tropic oracle
I’m not trying to accuse you or anything but do your really think your emotionally mature if you have never been in touch with your emotional side
Also I think what your feeling is very valid
Maybe she’s just thinking it won’t work out cuz she’s moving away, you should try asking her. Communicating how you feel in a relationship (even if you aren’t in one) is very important and can show you whether she genuinely cares for you
Also if she isn’t the right person you shouldn’t feel bad about yourself, it seems you really admire her confidence In herself. Since that brings something out of you it seems to me that you have felt a bit self conscious before and haven’t explored who you are fully