I need advice

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Do u just want to know what to do or to stop caring about it?

The only questions I got is do u wanna stop smoking too be a better person or just remove those thoughts

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There's no use in running away from the feelings u got nor the emotions my only suggestion is to take it head on no matter how hard it gets but please don't rely on smoking to forget about her it's only gonna get worse if u continue

Ask her about it

You're still friends

So just take it head on

Don't let this break u btw stand on higher footing after u lost your balance

That'd the suggestion I'm giving