#I think she's my first ever love

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steep arch
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I'm a 13-year-old girl turning 14 soon. In 2022, I think I found my first love. I was a fifth grader moving schools, and she just happened to be in my class. I was instantly hooked. something about her felt different. We had a typical "kid relationship" that ended after a few months from boredom but stayed friends. A few months later, I realized I still admired and loved her, though I brushed it off as an obsessive crush. Eventually, our friend group broke apart, everyone turned against me, and I went through a year of rumors and bullying. I didn’t hear much from her during that time. In Year 7, things cooled down, I made new friends, and she ended up in my class again, turns out her old friends had abandoned her too. I'd find excuses to go to the library just to see her. We didn’t talk much until I finally gathered the courage. Near the end of Year 7, she confessed she had a crush on another friend, which hurt, but my feelings for her had faded a bit by then. She hasn’t really liked anyone since. After Year 7, I had to move back to my hometown, and since January, my feelings for her have only grown stronger. Our old friend group has shipped us before, but she always brushes it off. A friend even asked her about me, and seeing her text saying, "I just view her as a friend" broke me but I’m still too foolish to stop loving her. Is there anything to do?

rocky fractal
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goin thru this rn as well

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me personally i just kinda moved on randomly

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id just surround myself with other ppl if i were u

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try get some new friends on rotation

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since theyre really just egging u on to get rejected again

rare escarp
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u watched wayyy too much romance movies

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if yall don't have connections

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and she doesn't value you

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then its not love

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you're just attracted to her

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and ur gonna be attracted to someone else when the time comes

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and forget about her just like that

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and ur still too young for those stuff so

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ignore love

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it aint really love

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you guys are immature rn