wraith blade
hey, just needed to get something off my chest. my girlfriend is currently part of a gaming trio with a guy and another girl. they play almost every night until like 2am. she plays with me too, so it’s not like im being totally left out. the guy is single but he knows she has a boyfriend (me). she’s mutuals with him on ig.
i dont really feel insecure that he’s trying to take her or anything. what bothers me more is that i feel like she’s happier with them. i can hear them laughing, talking, just having a great time. but when it’s just me and her playing, it doesn’t always feel the same. like she’s not enjoying it as much.
i’ve tried to bring it up in subtle ways, but she usually just replies with “i dont know what to do and say anymore”. i’m not sure how to express what im feeling without making her feel bad or causing drama. i guess i’m just overthinking a lot. it sucks feeling like second place, even if it’s not intentional.
verbal bough