Got a lot going on and I don't know where to start

[untold quarry]

I'm a tall guy with a pretty good build and I have a lot of interests, I used to be really enthusiastic about some of them too

I often feel speechless and all choked up when it comes to shit like venting because it's hard for me to do so, and I dont really consider this venting, its more like just writing down whats going on in my head