No matter how hard I try to live in the moment and enjoy the present, it still feels like once a moment is gone I didn’t really live in it. Like I wasn’t in the present when I know I was, I feel like I was in autopilot and I still rn feel like I’m in autopilot, just watching my life unfold. I want to be present in the moment and enjoy the memories I make. I feel like ever since the pandemic life has moved faster, and whenever I feel like I’m happy I realize I’ll miss being in this moment in a day from now or a week, but no matter how hard I try to live in that moment, it doesn’t work and the moment speeds by. How do I live in the present truly without feeling like I’m in autopilot?
#I can’t be present in life.
spare schooner
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