I'm a fraud. | The Therapy Center | Page 1

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Bruh- okay

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Tried sending a Google doc cuz it was too long, but-

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I'll just send it in segments.

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Soo… a lot happened today, and a lot happened this year that I need to get over with. Just- things on discord haven't been the most kind to me and many others around me, and- I hate myself because of it. To start things off, I've been… off. My boyfriend (now my ex) has been hiding shit, saying they were uncomfortable with things since day one of us dating… and more things followed; friends have been telling others to tell me their dislikes about me, or things like that… Like- My friend's friend told me that friend #1 was uncomfortable with the nickname I gave them! And just… everything hurts. I try to just- be the person every single person WANTS ME TO BE, SO MUCH! The mistakes I do aren't with malice- And they ground me for that! Like- I can't do shit right. I can NEVER do shit right, no matter how hard I try. I envy a lot of people from how many chances and such they've gotten from friends that have a closer bondage with me, and I doubt every single thing I have with people in my DMs! I had this friend named Pluto; I was given three chances for something, and- I never realized that third chance! I unfriended them for a moment and just- Bam. They're gone forever. I never was treated like how my other friend(s) was treated, or at least I don't recall it. I was told I'm people's favorite person, and I get things like that! I can't trust their words anymore and have to confront them, and I try to be the best for everyone, but no one ever speaks up! Like- how messed up is that? Am I intimidating? Like- it's hard to get better, too. I wish I was without people by my side…

#I'm a fraud.