I was a very happy person before, i love helping others.. putting much efforts in relationships even while not getting the 10-20% of what i give. It was all okay, i used to drain all my energy to make the people that i love and care for happy, even if they don’t do the same for me. I thought love is all about giving and not expecting anything in return, but there’s a limit to everything, i be nice to people i love and i show them care, then they start acting ignorant, acting like they don’t care, don’t want to resolve things, just keep treating me like shit and then say sorry after it all. And the kind of person i am, i just forgive them. I’ve seen my self respect go under the ground for people i care, those people whose ego won’t even budge for me. I’ve always been suppressed whenever i tried to tell what hurt me. I always feel like im not enough now, i feel so empty and feel like there’s a big void within me, im depressed now, i don’t know how to heal or fix, pls try to help if its possible..
#Causes of my destruction
opal anvil
rapid ivy
I feel you man, I really do. Used to be the exact same until I learned to put myself first for once
It gets so draining
Never getting anything back
We're always the ones putting in all of the effort just for it to not even be appreciated
I know you've gotten hurt a lot, but you should never stop being the kind and sweet person that you are
Don't let someone disrupt your persona, your identity
Keep your heart open for new things and remember that you always get back what you put out, one way or another
You can shoot me a DM if you need anything or just want to talk to someone