So recently I denounced my Christianity( I’m not gonna go into specifics as to why, and please don’t respond trying to convince me to be Christian) but with a new understanding of life and how nothing will matter im lonely. I’m not afraid of dying I’ve never been scared when thinking everything just goes dark, but I’m terrified of losing people I love. This isn’t a big issue in my life but it’s a moderately big one. My biggest issue of all is seeing other people be so serious and finding reasons not to hangout. This week was spring break for me and I just wanted to hangout with my brother, but he responded either “you live 15 minutes away and I don’t wanna drive that far”, or “ there’s nothing to do so why hangout”. And it’s difficult to not be social like in my eyes why not just hangout. It doesn’t matter the drive nor does it matter abt what we do I just wanna be close with my friends and family. I guess I just feel lonely. I need help cuz I feel like a black hole is eating me mentally and I can’t go on anymore.
#I’m literally free falling
flint warren
tropic pier
Change who you interact with
flint warren
Change who you interact with
It seems to be everyone who I interact with but at the same time I love a lot of people in my life already
tropic pier
It seems to be everyone who I interact with but at the same time I love a lot of...
But do they love you
flint warren
But do they love you
Yes but the issue is, is that there are so many things people enjoy doing other than hanging out or spending time with their brother or friend. Outside of family ties rn I feel like I have no good friends
tropic pier
Yes but the issue is, is that there are so many things people enjoy doing other ...
It's because you don't
They don't love you
Change your friends