i've been having a really bad time this last years, i've got stabbed by my own friend who i had as a brother literally, cheated on, manipulated, abused, been told lied, harmed, almost commited suicide more than 10 times and its all by this things
no one valuates me anymore and every relationship that i have i already know how and when its gonna end because people always look for problems of others but never for their own and by that im now going crazy, depressed and with heavy mental illness starting to see things everywhere even if they arent there but who cares?
the only ''good relationship'' i had was with someone who groomed me about a year ago because people dont try to have a good relationship anymore and still be like a queen
if someday i end up k#lling myself at least now you'll know why as now im 100% alone..