lavish aurora
He's not even mine, but I really wish he was maybe I'm delusional for him but I honestly don't know how to get over him and his not my first crush I've liked a boy since last year and this month is the month I fell for him. Three boys first Boy (A) he was my first crush of the School year and he was my favorite crush of all I have had. I've known him since kids and I wanted to reconnect with him but I guess he didn't. When he found out I liked him he really didn't like that and rejected me in such a harsh way that I'm still traumatized I still remember his words he said and I will always remember. I found out this year he's a player and that he makes girls like him on purpose so he can reject them. I hate how I fell for that cus I would see him stare at me and smile but I guess that was fake. Now Boy (B) he's friends with boy (A) I've also known boy (B) since when we were kids and we used to talk but stopped bc we stopped being in the same class now I started liking him and he seemed nice but I was so wrong. He insulted me after he found out I liked him and one of my friends told him and I still can't forgive them but yea boy (B) cussed me and lied to me. I hate him hate, hate, hate, him so much hes the worst or maybe I'm just dramatic maybe I am. Now last but not least boy (C) he's my current crush and so far Ik that I have no chances with him. He plays soccer and he's talented unlike me a depressed asf teen. This week and last week, he looked depressed and it look like he was crying and I felt so bad but so far that I've been figuring out things about him he does sound depressed and I just met him this year. Now idk wtf to do like I still like boy (A) but ik I shouldn't bc he's a player and boy (B) is constantly giving me side eye's and death glares and its getting annoying I just wanna get over with this feeling. Boy (C) he reposted something on his tiktok and I think he's going through something. How do I stop feeling this way?
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