I've suffered from undiagnosed depression for about 4 and a half years and for the last 10 months or so my mental state has been rapidly declining. I can no longer focus on anything, not even for 5 seconds. I've lost all of my skills and everything feels way harder to do. I notice myself being way slower at basically everything, and not being able to comprehend simple things. I've also suffered from paranoid delusions frequently during these last months, and the occasional psychotic episode. I don't know where it went wrong, I just want to solve my problem without my parents knowing and making it a big deal. I want to solve it all by myself, but it seems impossible
#Cognitive Decline
sturdy frigate
young charm
hey there! you say that you’re afraid to lean onto other people to solve your issues but hey, you’re doing the right thing by posting them here and letting us know! that’s a great step to take to make improvements to your mental state. if you still feel like a burden and feel like it presents you as weak then it’s all right! hardships and troubles are no stranger and is inevitable in one’s life so if the trouble gets out of hand, just remember that you’re not alone! reach out to your trusted familiars and they’ll definitely give a helping hand. after all, more heads are better than one. it’s also your parents’ duty to look after your physical and mental well being any way, so what’s the problem? unless you have a volatile bond with them so maybe you should seek help from trusted friends/professional help! i hope you can recover and pick up where you left off soon! fighting 🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍 :-)
sturdy frigate
I have a very healthy bond with my parents, but I still see them as strangers
Same with my friends
I feel I have to keep that vulnerable side of me, to me only
Otherwise I'll appear needy and either way I wouldn't want them to know my problems
I want to solve my problems myself