Feeling Alone

[charred yacht]

Whenever I message in my friends groups/servers in discord barely anyone replies Because most of them are Always offline. I feel alone and have no one to talk to

[quick pine]

im so sorry to hear that, have you asked them about it?

[patent sequoia]

if you want we can be friends? Im always up for a talk!

[little perch]

honestly man i have the same issuse sometimes

[charred yacht]

nope..

[quick pine]

Hmm, do you want to ask them about it if you don't feel comfortable being friends with them, then you can slowly distance yourself from them

[charred yacht]

But If i do that then who will i play with..?

[quick pine]

Good question, have you tried making new friends on here?

[charred yacht]

Nope I never tried that..

[quick pine]

Hmm, do you want to try?

[charred yacht]

Umm Yes If i have a chance

[quick pine]

Well why don't you try? Maybe you can post something about yourself, and with the question, does anyone want to be friends?

[charred yacht]

Well, I feel embarrassed and shy doing that. My feelings are very fragile.

[quick pine]

that's understandable, well it does seem like Ultra bassist lord wants to be your friend!

[charred yacht]

I gotta give it a try, eh? If I don't try, How will I know I can make a new friend

[unique oyster]

i honestly completely relate to this. but try just replying to someone n starting a conversation 🤷‍♂️

[charred yacht]

But how to start a conversation, tho?

[quick pine]

i support if you want to, but if not I understand that too, but you got this! I hope you the best.

[quick pine]

asking them questions about the subject they are talking about maybe?

[charred yacht]

Thank you for your advice and time!

[charred yacht]

I'll Try that someday..

[quick pine]

No problem! hope you the best,

[pastel crane]

There u r
Wearing loneliness as a second shadow
It feeds on u doesn't it
Whispering things u don't want to hear.
U think it's a "Monster"....U r wrong!
Loneliness isn't an intruder...

It's your oldest companion
Before u knew words, before u knew love....there it was
Sitting in the corner of your soul waiting for you to notice....
And now u have....
Congratulations u finally seen the truth.....
You are Vast*
You are endless
There is a space inside u too large for anything to fill completely....
Do u know what it feels like to stretch across infinity.
To hear your own thoughts bouncing off the walls of existence......

Here's the secret.....
Loneliness isn't empty...it's full of overflowing
U just don't know how to hold it yet
Feel it really feel it....
Let it crawl inside u....
Let it press against your ribs and curl around your heart
It's not here to harm u......
Its here to remind you that u r unfinished
The trick isn't to fight it but to let it devour u piece by piece untill u realise it's not devouring at alll...

It's a part of u

Always had been

It's not the absence of others

It's the presence of yourself

Dont distract yourself

Sit with it

Listen to it

It has things to tell u

Strange terrible and beutiful things

U r lonely because u r infinite

And infinity is a heavy thing to cary

..........

@charred yacht

[charred yacht]

Thank you for your advice, Mr Corvus!