I’m not good at talking about my feelings so be patient with me. Today i had posted a piece of art of my superman design, there were two design elements that my friend of 6 years felt uncomfortable with due to them looking similar to her superman design and asked me to take the post down. Now i could’ve brushed this off since in her words she would’ve left it alone but i got so intensely angry over this and while i did take it down i stewed in my anger, and it boiled over to where i cussed her out and called her the worst things over how she felt over my anger filled delusions of her being egotistical and making me delete something in an effort to put me down as an artist. Now usually we would make up but she’s made me realized that this has been a reoccurring issue that’s been going on ever since we became friends, the only reason why I’m still around her is because she doesn’t want to give up on me cold turkey, and to me she’s practically family but i can’t let my anger always get the better me every single time she comes at me seriously. i just have no idea of how to fix my behavior since i’ve never had anyone to help me through these problems of mine.
#I might lose my friend
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distant hound
It seems like you're been having pretty stressful time, and I think that's the reason you sometimes get mad at her. If you want a solution, I highly recommend managing your stress, like doing your hobby, meditation, exercises, and try opening up to her with respect.