What is this?

[elder urchin]

I think i have something, but i dont know what it is or what it could be… i just dont feel some emotions. Its weird because others i can feel very much, like anger, or overwhelming-ness, but i have to pretend to feel almost everything else. I dated someone for a few years, then once we broke up i didnt feel anything. And it made me realize i dont think i really ever have. My parents tell me i used to feel a lot of things, but it was when i was really young so i dont remember it. Any ideas on what it could be?

[paper haven]

Just emptiness

could say its sadness?

I get the same thing

[unborn cove]

I feel similar, I feel like most of the low intensity emotions on the spectrum aren't really there(sadness, happiness, anger) and I am only left with the end part of the spectrum(depression, mania, hate)

I would reccomend checking in with a therapist for 'Schizoid Symptoms'

That might shed some light on it

Of course, therapists are expensive, but do what feels best