I hate myself... | The Therapy Center | Page 1

sly cobalt Mar 8, 2025, 4:22 PM

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I hate myself. Everything about myself. I'm ugly, have no future, unlikeable and overall just hateable. I feel like my friends aren't my real friends. I'm considering ending it all, or I will die alone, and no one will mourn...

sturdy turret Mar 8, 2025, 5:17 PM

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no man it's not worth it

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please do not do anything bad to urself

velvet kettle Mar 8, 2025, 5:17 PM

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sly cobalt I hate myself. Everything about myself. I'm ugly, have no future, unlikeable and...

can you hear my story first?

sturdy turret Mar 8, 2025, 5:17 PM

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suicide is a permanent solution to temporary problems always think about it

velvet kettle Mar 8, 2025, 5:18 PM

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its going to change you.

sly cobalt Mar 8, 2025, 5:18 PM

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velvet kettle can you hear my story first?

What?

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Alright

velvet kettle Mar 8, 2025, 5:18 PM

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sly cobalt What?

just listen to what i went through

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i was bullied through out my life for autism

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i really hated myself

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didnt know why or what was wrong with me

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nobody became my friend

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no real friends

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just being alone made me depressed asf

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so depressed i considered ending it all

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i began hurting people online

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by words i dont even know what they truely mean

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i was just sad and lost

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one day in 2024

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i met 2 other people

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they were really nice and we made a game

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to be specific the one i always dreamed about

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got 400 members

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and i started to love myself again

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i can let you play it to show you i am not joking.

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all this have had happened

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i have had been depressed for 3 years

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i managed to fix it.

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as much as i hated myself

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is as much as i found productivity in myself

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my dad always called me a failure

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i used to agree til now i call myself a lost child who found light

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you are just lost in the wrong position

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i heavily suggest following your path

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what you like

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what you want

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and you already proved you are the best and one of the strongest people

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by opening up and speaking up for yourself

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congrats, I PERSONALLY never had the confidence to do that.

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i can be your friend i can help you in rough times

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it always gets better.

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suicide is not an option

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your family loves you

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your friends even tho they dont show it

sturdy turret Mar 8, 2025, 5:23 PM

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damn bro

velvet kettle Mar 8, 2025, 5:23 PM

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love you and are worried

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I AM worried about you.

sturdy turret Mar 8, 2025, 5:24 PM

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m sorry that u had to deal with all of this

velvet kettle Mar 8, 2025, 5:24 PM

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i dont like suicide. my friend mightve died because of it

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i dont want anyone else to do it

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i am terribly sorry for my friend i had ignored em and focused on my game too much

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dont make your friends go thru the same

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imagine your family at your funeral thats the worst part.

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i might be kind of emotional here but man, i truely wish the best for you its only temporary pain.

sly cobalt Mar 8, 2025, 5:29 PM

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velvet kettle i can let you play it to show you i am not joking.

I played it, and it's good...

Thank you for sharing your story, I'm happy for you. I've change my perspective to never give up, never commit suicide even when you're at your lowest. My education is well, since I got an average of 95.4 (high honor). I really really want to be an astronomer, and I would never give up, even when I achieved my goal. Last and foremost, I'm grateful for your motivations. Thank you, @velvet kettle 🙏

velvet kettle Mar 8, 2025, 5:30 PM

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sly cobalt I played it, and it's good... Thank you for sharing your story, I'm happy for y...

i wish the best for you i wanna be like you since i love studying i cannot because of my adhd

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but i would find my way

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thanks for being there bro.

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