I'm constantly fearing for my life and have been for years Im incapable of sleeping even 2 hours and some days were forced to stay up 2 days In a row whether by ex family or surroundings and idk how to want to live I can't enjoy anything im in constant nerve damage pain and my head feels bad and I can't speak as well as I used to I sleep 1 hour then wake up can't sleep then can't sleep all day that's when I do my best.
Literally not capable of being okay I'm gonna kms at this rate like I'm slowly dying I've nearly died before multiple times already and Ill get to a point where I'll want to do it myself if nothing gets better it's worsening daily