Journal of a Lost Cause | The Therapy Center | Page 1

surreal scarab Mar 5, 2025, 2:42 AM

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so first thing first: i'm not going to be polite and positive like the rules said to be, I'm going to be brutally honest.

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at school today i cried

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because i need change in my life.

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random thoughts: I died a long time ago when I grew up. If i could have had the choice to not grow up, I wouldn't grow up. I think i'm too young to have these emotions, i'm only 14.

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I'm pressured to not let down the people around me. I'm pressured to make everyone happy.

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i got banned from a mental health server for saying "The mods are a little trigger happy today". I feel not welcome there anymore. Am i welcome anywhere?

surreal scarab Mar 6, 2025, 3:46 AM

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it seems like people only care if you start crying or say you're suicidal.

surreal scarab Mar 6, 2025, 4:37 AM

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i'll see you all in the next life

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