#ELLIES LITTLE JOURNAL !!!!!!!!!!!!

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granite gull
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I'm not finishing the last two pages

spark river
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I still got like 11 left

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Im like

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Kinda

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Cooked

granite gull
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I AM cooked

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I am going wherever the wind takes me nowhamster rooCookie

spark river
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Literally

spark river
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I got like maybe 6 pages left i think

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6

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5

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I forgot

spark river
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4 pages left

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Im so locked in

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Watching slushy noobz

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Working on the packet

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And got ma fan on..

granite gull
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I'm eating cereal

spark river
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LING BE PROUD OF ME πŸ˜•

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HELP

granite gull
spark river
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Bro im putting question marks at the end of my answers

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STOP

spark river
spark river
granite gull
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I put circles marking the pages I did

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I got at least 8 questions right

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The rest I put I tried☹︎

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I'mma make Ms Smith or whoever is grading those papers to feel bad for me

spark river
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HELP

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Bro in cooked

granite gull
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I put that on my paper everytime it's math

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Especially on test or exit tickets

spark river
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HELP

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Ima tear up

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WHAT??

granite gull
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I just X those out

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And put 3 question marks

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I have no idea what those are

spark river
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OKAY WHAT

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where are these pages spawning from

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BECAUSE

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Wdym i still have like 5 left

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WHAT

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I THOUGHT I HAD 2 LEFT

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I HATE YOY MS SMITH YOU DISGUSTING CREATU

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CREATURE

granite gull
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I said brutal on all the pages that said define

spark river
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Ok

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NOW

granite gull
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How cooked am I...

spark river
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I have 4 pages

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How many do u have left @granite gull

granite gull
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I only finished 5 pages

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Or 4

spark river
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Oh god

granite gull
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How long did it take you to finished all those pages

spark river
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I dont even know

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Maybe 10 minutes each

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πŸ™

granite gull
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I still gyatta do my slide shows

spark river
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The hard ones are like

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More minutes

granite gull
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Genesis won't shut up

spark river
granite gull
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I'mma block her

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She didnt even do hers right

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I told her to use the speaker notes

spark river
granite gull
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There's like 50 words on the slides

spark river
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Oh god

granite gull
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She has no clue what to do on the slides because I checked

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I sighed and never opened it back up

spark river
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These two pages

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Last two pages

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Are disgusting

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Im not doing that

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Yoy expect me to give you a long ass answer

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When theres only

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A picture

granite gull
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That's what I said!!!

spark river
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I need ms Smith gone

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I hate her

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Idgaf if shes nice

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I hate her

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I need her gone

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I need her gone

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I dont want her here

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I hate her

granite gull
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Atp

spark river
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She needs to leave

granite gull
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I'm not pulling up this whole last week

spark river
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I hate her

spark river
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YOU gotta

granite gull
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I'mma pull up monday

spark river
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Science presentation

granite gull
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Wednesday

spark river
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I hate you Mr cordera

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And ms smith

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And yk what

granite gull
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I'm skipping tuesday

spark river
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You too Mr Gonzalez

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I hate you all

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I need ms smith dead

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Idgaf

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Send her back to

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Scotland

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This heat is killing me

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I dont know how ling puts up with it

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I need the sun gone

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Im scratching until I bleed

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I hate this

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My entire body is sweating

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My thighs are like

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Sweating buckets

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I cant do this

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Someone pull the trigger

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Im reallt trying to not rip this packet apart

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Im gonna cry

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Being so deadass

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These two pages had me tearing uo

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I dont wanna do this

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I HATE YOU MS SMITH

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Ling has to come to new York and beat her up for me

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I need to rip off my clothes

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I HATE OYU NYC

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Im not even hungry

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And Stephanie

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Shes has to stfu

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I hate you Sebastian

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Hes all she talks about

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SHIT UP

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SHUT UP

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"My man!"

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all she says

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how about

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you stop talking about him

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and like

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pull the trigger

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GENESIS HAS TO SHIR UP

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I HATE HER

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STOP TEXRIN ME

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"Did you tell her" no stop breathing

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Im gonna not do this and put and finish it in 3 hours

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Stop breathing ms smith

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I need ypu gone

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Ima run off and wipe myself with a bunch of baby wipes because I cannot do htis anymore

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Fuck my backpack

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Im not cleaning that!

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Isgaf if theres a roach family probably growing in there

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Yk what

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Stay there

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Okay guys I feel better

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Turns out

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Im on my period

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so

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my crash outs were valid hamster

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Agree guys

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But yeha

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I sat on the toilet and cried

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Heh

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And now i changed my clothes

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Ho i is tea rooSmush

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@worldly elk am I tea or what

worldly elk
spark river
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thank you ho 😍 ❀️ ❗

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okay I feel happier now

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Heh

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I think ill finish the packet in a bit

spark river
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im getting emotional all over again

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I miss my papa

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Hes so cool and I need him to come home so thaf I can annoy him πŸ˜•

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Jizelle πŸ˜•

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"1 year ago"

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Ima cry

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guys im lowkey so tea

granite gull
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My sister use to have a big crush on him

spark river
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HWLP

granite gull
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She had pictures of him on her wall

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I realized

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I've always had a thing for twinks πŸ’”

spark river
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me too

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Wait hes so cute!

granite gull
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No

spark river
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STOP

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Your seriously always haitng

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Hating

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Wait my song is on..

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Okay I finished the oacket

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#smartness 😍

spark river
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Time to eat pizzaaahh

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Cuz im a biggo

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And proud

spark river
spark river
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My sister told me that i look pretty

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Heh

granite gull
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I just dodged the BIGGEST bullet

spark river
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WHAT HAPPENED

granite gull
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I'm so glad they kicked me out the groups

spark river
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oh.

granite gull
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Bro

spark river
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She sounds like kali lowkey

granite gull
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The group I'm in called out people making NSFW of the group I like

spark river
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oh

granite gull
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And they kicked out all the members who made or even mentioned NSFW

spark river
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oh um!

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HELP

granite gull
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They went to the group that was made for it and found everyone out

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I'm so glad

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Today

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Was a good day

spark river
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Oh

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Heh

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yeha

spark river
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My mom got mad at me because I started giggling and jumping open and down

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She tried hitting me

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ho my smile dropped

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im tryna be silly

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and your tryna hit me

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no

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I told her no and that it was just a joke

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and she skedaddled

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I hope she knows this is thr last time ima be silly with her

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πŸ˜’

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Everytime I watch the book of life

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I always think about the same guy

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#pluh

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guys

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You dont know how much I love that picture

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HELP

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Im gonna start using it like

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ok nvm its lost media now??

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She loves me

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OKAY WHY ARE ALL MY POOS OFFLINE

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I see how it is

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YOU guys want me DEAD

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like okah

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I see how it is

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Dyno is the only one that freakin loves me

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I just joined both my sisters

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Stephanie on minecraft

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Vanessa on roblox

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guys they dont fw me hamster

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Vanessa witerwally ignored me

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Stephanie got me to join her though in a different world

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Then I lwft

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Heh

spark river
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I love sending audio messages

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im literally blindon

granite gull
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No

spark river
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ok i was tryna find a specific clip of hamzah acting some way

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But I started looking at his edits instead

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very cute!

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Time to sleep

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GOODNIGHT BABY POOS

spark river
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Guess who's awake

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MEEE!

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I had a dream of ray

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it was so cool

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no dylan

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HELP

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I gotta stop

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Tine to get ready!

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Time*

spark river
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okay

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finally like

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looking at most of my messages

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Holy poo

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also

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i dont trust myself anymore

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I dont trust myself bro

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I feel like

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I cannot take a shower

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Without using sharp things to scratch myself

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My skin is burning

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AND is now red

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AND irritated

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It hurts so bad

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And sometimes I bleed from ut

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it*

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or

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I accidentally scratch myself too harsh

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And my skin like

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GETS red

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And the outline of the scratch

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Gets like

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A bit swollen

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I guess ypu can say

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BUT yeah

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I need to stop

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And ima try to put on my cream

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ok

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time to put on cream

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πŸ™

spark river
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okay I finished a while ago whoops

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Shes so tea and I love her so much

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#needthat

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HELP

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I dont think I can show that actually

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Martin is in boxers πŸ˜•

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WHATEVA

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I feel like a smooth poopie

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cuz I put on my cream

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ANYWAYS

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TIME TO MINE AND CRAFT

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Time to craft in thy mines..

spark river
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so tuff

spark river
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Put on cream earlier

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It burnt me really bad

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It was burning so bad

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It actually made me tear it

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Up it hurt so so so bad

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I had to wipe it off

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with my shirt

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πŸ˜•

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Not funny guys πŸ₯€

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Irritated skin

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On my period

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Skin isn't tea

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and my bellay feels a bit bloated

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πŸ˜•

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And

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Math test tomorrow

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I cant even skip

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Not tomorrow

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Not Wednesday

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And not Thursday

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This sucks

spark river
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Wait literally who wants my numba...

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GOTTEM!

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Heh

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Your joking.

spark river
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I need it to get cold

spark river
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OK

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My jean shorts hate me and want me to due

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due

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DIE

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I WANNA DO THIS

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BECAUSE

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Like I have the exact same shirt

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Just a different color

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And I have it on right neoq

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neow

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Hehehe

spark river
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Ima just ask my mommy

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If she has that gray thingy

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I forgot what its called

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Pin

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heh

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safety pin

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YEHA

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I think

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Heh

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I did it

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HI HUZZ

granite gull
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This sum bull shii

spark river
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Are you coming today

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oh no

granite gull
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I can't with this hot weather

spark river
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you better pull up

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HELP

granite gull
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I'mma melt

spark river
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STOP

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stop

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are you coming ^_^

granite gull
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I was debating not to

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Yeah

spark river
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9h

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Ph

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Oh

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Heh

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Good

granite gull
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I'm watching kindergarten

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Again

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I feel naked

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I want my long pants back but I will be dripping in sweat

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☹︎

spark river
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HELP

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Bro

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The shirt

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IS kinda long

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So it looks like a dress

granite gull
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Okay I'm walking to school

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I'mma bout to run back home

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It smells out here

spark river
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NO

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Heh

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Stay..!

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Lowkey

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Im already getting

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Hot

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ALSO

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Math test!

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#cookedlikeacookie

granite gull
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I'm sweating don't play

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Okay I'm here

spark river
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guys guess who's alive

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meeee

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OKAY

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just texted like

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Heh

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My poos..

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Guys

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Today was so cool

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and goated

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Genesis didn't come

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Unfortunately my other beauty didnt come either

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A lot of people didnt come

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But yeah

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So

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Basically

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Today

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I forgot what we had first period

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WAIT

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social sutdies

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or smth

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we watched like

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a movie

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very cool

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Its sorta a musical too

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Heh

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Also

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In homeroom

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Ms Darweesh

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Was like

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Giving out CANDY

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And little toys

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Which she did yesterday too

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And I got a little toy phone heh

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But today she did it again

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She called people up

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Guess who got called up last πŸ˜’

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ME

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But

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She was like

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Come up before the candy is gone!

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the second I got up

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She said that they ran out

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HELP

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But

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She calls me over

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And

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She gives me this candg

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Candy

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That she probably snatched out of a kids hand

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Heh

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Made me giggle

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I SAID THANK YOUUU

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Then

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Skedaddled back to my chair

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Heh

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ALSO

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This is how the thing looked like

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My shirt

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When I transformed it

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Heh

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I took the picture when I got home

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So

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It was messed up kinda

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Plus I ran home heh

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#hyukano!

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but yeha

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ANYWAYS

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I GOT CANDDYY

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And yeah

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Then

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I forgot what class we had

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HELP

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um

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for ela we watched a novie

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Movie

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I sat with mel

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Heh

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Then after 1st period

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Like

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10 minutes after the late bell

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We skedaddled down to the third floor to watch a performance

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They were booty

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And this guy came up to me to ask me a stupid question

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like

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GOT OUTTA MY FACE BRIAN nooo nooo nooo nooo nooo nooo nooo

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ALMOST

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Asked him if hes stupid

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but no

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Heh

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Im not like that

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Also the performances were boory

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Booty

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Ulises group went

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And

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He ruined the whole thing by just being there

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so

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yeah

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what else..

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Umm

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for gym

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We had free time like

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The firstt

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Maybe

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20 or 15 minutes

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Then

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WAIT

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While everyone was having free time

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Mel and I were on the bleschers

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bleachers

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cuz

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I ain't gonna play no fuck ass volleyball or basketball

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but yeah

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And jizelle sat with us..

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And

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It was awkward

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But then

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After free time

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For the rest of the period

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We played soccer

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And what I mean by "we"

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I mean

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Only the guys

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BECAUSE

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Only they wanted to play

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and

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Jizelle sat with us again

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And

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We lowkey started gossiping

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First

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Of her ex

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Then

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We began talking about old friends

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And then

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Hm

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Then about her shes basically two years older than her boyfriend πŸ˜•

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But technically

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Only a grade older

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Since she repeated a grade i think

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OMG

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During social studies

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Everyone was helping take posters down

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And papers

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And dtuff

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And

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This teacher

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Comes in

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And hes like

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Coming in

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Talking about some advanced math boo shee

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And he began to call people out of the classroom to talk to them more about it

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And everytime someone got called outside to the hall

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Mel and I giggled

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Saying

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They got abducted

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Heh

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Then

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Sadly

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They got to little old me...

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Then..

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To mel

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So yeah

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Advanced math for us

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And

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That brings me to like

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What I was gonna say nexf

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Had the math test

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7 questions..

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I was on that for a whole period and half of 2nd period

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HELP

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BRO

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I started tearing up

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I WASNT DOING ALL THAT

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Also

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Beind me

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Sits this table

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And

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Heh

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Andy sits in it

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And like

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Basically

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He sits at the end of thr table

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And I sit at the side on the table

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Thats near thr end

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And the tables are so close together

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So everytime I turned around

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I'd be like

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Blidned by his beauty

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HELP

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STOP

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Blinded

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blinded..?

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blind..

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Blindon..?

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WHAT

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Heh

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Who said that

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But yeah

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And andy switched seats during the test

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Probably cuz his friends stank

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And he sat like

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Near the door??

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He used this like

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Sort of counter

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As a table

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And it was basically to my right

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So

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I could just stare at him

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While he'd ponder

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Sigh

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Groan

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Stretch

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Or pull on his hairs

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Heh

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He kept sighing while doing the test

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Like

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Me too andy.. πŸ˜•

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Me too..

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BUT NAYWAYD

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Also

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Whenever id turn to talk to mel

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Since she sat right next to me

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I'd lock eyes with Alexander

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not once

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Not twice

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Not three times

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Not four times

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Not five

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Probably about 10 times

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Not even joking

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I always catch him looking at me

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And I always lock eyes with that man

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And no i dont like him

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He jusf has huge eyes

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And looks at everyone with thwm

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Like look away

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πŸ˜•

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heh

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AFTER THE TEST

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We had probably

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40

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Or

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30 minutes left

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So

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Mel and I played eith her little toy car

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Where you gotta pull it back a bit

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And then when you let go

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It runs on its own

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So we played with that

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It fell off the table more than 3 times

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Lowkey

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I was praying

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IT fell off with a extreme force

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To run off the table

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Continue running on the floor

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And stop at Andy's chair

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So that

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Either I can get up

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And go to him

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TO get it

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Or

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He gives it to me

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Heh

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Yeah and none of them happened

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BUT WHATEVER

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Heh

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whatevaa...

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OMG

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WHEN WE WENT TO WATCH THE PERFORMANCE

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I sat

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Like

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Near the front row

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And dylan

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Ran up to the row in front of us and patted the seat in front of mine and told andy to sit

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I almost gave Dylan a fat kiss for that

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YES ANDY nooo nooo nooo nooo nooo

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Also

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He refused to turn around

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so either im hard to look at or he likes me heh

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Trust guys

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He likes me

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Well I hope he does

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But

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Yeah

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He refused to turn around

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And I wish he did

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So that I can stare at him

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PK

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OK

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Enough of andy

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But yeah

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um

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DURING LUNC

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OMG

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I sat with jizelle and kelly

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SO much fun

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I love them

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We played with the toy car

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And

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While we played

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And laughed

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And like

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Put our fingers on our noses to not have to go run after it when it fell off the table

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Like

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4 teachers stopped by

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To watch us play

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Mr G

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Mr Chen I think

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Mr Mercado

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AND

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Mr tochi

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WAIT

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And

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Mr Washington

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It was so silly

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Mr G played with it

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AND HE DONE DEVIOUS LICKED THE CANDY I GOT

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It was so funny

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Hes so cool

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#lovehim!

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He reminds me of ma papa

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Heh

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So lunch was fun

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And when we went out

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Jizelle

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Kelly

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Melly

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And i

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Ran to the swings

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And played

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We held onto the swings and would push the swings back and forth with much force so that we would take turns like

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Sort of

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Flying

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HELP

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Idk

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It was fun though

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Also

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Since we sat at jizelles table

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IT meant

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Basically sitting a couple tables in front of Kevin's table

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So

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Everytime id turn around to watch jizelle run after the toy car

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I'd feel his eyes on me

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πŸ˜•

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In a way

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I miss him

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Heh

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WHO SAID THAT

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Must've been the freaking wind..

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Istg

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Such a windy day..!

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ACTUALLY

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NO

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I WISH IT WAS

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AUGH

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The sun tryna kill me..

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Heh

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So yeah

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Basically

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Today was awesome

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OMG

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We apmost got detention

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Because of

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These two ugly things

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Natalie and justin

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Aigu

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Augh

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Thank god

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Ms smith loves mel and I

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And let us off early

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Heh

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So yeah

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Today was cool

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Apart from it being so hot today

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Heh

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#YAYYYY

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Also

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My goat

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Lingo

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Texted in our gc

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Istg that made my day better

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And

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Little matt

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Texted me too

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So kewl

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They done did him dirty in his game

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#FREELITTLEMATT

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No

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Not little

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#FREEUNCLEMATT

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Heh

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GOTTEMMM

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Heh

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skrry

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ok

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ZOK

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ok

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can some9ne giggle

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ok

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silent i see..

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Tough crowd

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I guess..

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AUFH MELL HASTN ASNWEREE ME

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Ima jump

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@granite gull do yu liek still even luv meh :/..

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liek k ig not so dont even txt me ig. :/

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Txt.??

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HYUKA MY BELOVED

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Oh yeah

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Andy wore his friends glasses today

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During the movie

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I didnt see his face

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But I saw his side profile

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I was also thinking about taking pictures of him to show ling what he looks like

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But thats just weird

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So i didnt

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ALSO

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When we were out

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We deucded to take a break from the swings

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And ran through the sprinkler

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Mr g gave us a count down

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(Me, mel and Jizelle)

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We held hands and ran through

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But he gave us a second chance to go since he said we ran past it and that we didnt even get wet

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We went a 2nd time

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And

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The water done drowned mel

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HELP

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When I got to dry land

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Heh..

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Dry land..

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When I got out of the sprinkler

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I wiped my face

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And fluffy hair

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Turned to mel.

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Why was her shit soaked

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HELP

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Jizelle and I were laughing so hard

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STOP

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Heh

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Seeing this everytime I open Spotify literally makes me so happy and grateful rooHurt

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Limeey

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Heh

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MY LOVELYS!

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I love them

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Don't make me cry

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Little lingo is growing up so fast guys 😿

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SO IS LITTLE MATT

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And

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Little mel..

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I love ypy guys

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Heh

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Literally

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If ling ever pulled up to nyc

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You won't catch me in school

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You'll catch me with lingo and mel

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DONT PLAY

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I need to hop onto his motorcycle

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MATT

worldly elk
spark river
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MATT

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be quiet

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unc

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GOTTEM

worldly elk
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Also

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Can you read my journal later

spark river
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πŸ‘‚

worldly elk
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After I’m finished writing in it

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Cause I haven’t been feeling well so ima write about

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oh little matt πŸ™

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YES

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I will read it later

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Lmk when yoyr done heh

worldly elk
spark river
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yes little boy

worldly elk
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But yeah people be pissing me off

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I also have multiple idiots of the day

spark river
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wanna tell me about them

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I feel bad for you

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You always run into

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Stupid people

worldly elk
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I’ll write about it in the journal since a lot of people have been worried about me

spark river
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oh

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OKAY

worldly elk
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Since I got dragged into some bullshit and had to work outside

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I’m probably going to take a shower

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Then hop on Helldivers 2 as per usual

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Run a few games

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And then I’ll probably make dinner

spark river
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and then you'll definitely send ellie reels rooSmush

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perchance?..

spark river
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on the tinkle chair

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about to showa

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Jumped when I felt jolly

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Mel said

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"I saw the recoil!"

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guhs

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Guys

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Someone call ling on her..

spark river
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DONE SHOWERING

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aquaphor is lowkey magical wtf

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I feel like that little girl that says "guys my lips poppin!"

spark river
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I feel like crying

nimble heron
nimble heron
spark river
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Not only did andy glance at me

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We held contact

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I just saw a long hot pink school bus with a banner on top?

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Showering rn

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Probably not gonna make it to Andy's game

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Time to lock in

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Done before 4

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But there isn't even a game today

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so ok

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Ig he wore his jersey for nothing

spark river
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im taking a break for everything and everyone

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im back

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after coloring

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watch a movie

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eating

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and

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drinking a bunch of water

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so

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guys

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I dont feel well

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Lowkey

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Everything has been going like

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Great

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But it just doesn't feel right for some reason

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I think its just that at home im not as happy

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And

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All this heat

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Is getting to me

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Im losing my patience with Genesis

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Im losing interest in the things I loved so much

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Im losing hope that maybe the guy that I miss everyday will text me one dah

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day*

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I feel like im no longer my papas little girl

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The more that I think about it

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Im mean to him

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I playfully punch him and he playfully begins to pretend to swing at me

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but like

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it feels strange

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Because I just feel like even if its just playing around

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I shouldn't be doing it

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Speaking of my papa

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His mom has been getting worse

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And im afraid that one day my dad is just gonna get that call

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To be honest

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I haven't ever seen him cry

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I think the last time I saw him cry was like

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Years ago

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And it was about his parents

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so im getting paranoid

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also

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my mom is mad at me

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because I've been quiet all dah

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day

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well

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Shes not mad

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Shes more like

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Frustrated

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Today we performed

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And all the fighting made my arms sore

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So

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I came out of school with a sore body

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And even in the morning I felt sore

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When I got out of school

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My mom was on the phone