#ELLIES LITTLE JOURNAL !!!!!!!!!!!!
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Im so locked in
Watching slushy noobz
Working on the packet
And got ma fan on..

I'm eating cereal
YUMMMEEE
Have to let them know im clueless π!
I put circles marking the pages I did
I got at least 8 questions right
The rest I put I triedβΉοΈ
I'mma make Ms Smith or whoever is grading those papers to feel bad for me

OKAY WHAT
where are these pages spawning from
BECAUSE
Wdym i still have like 5 left
WHAT
I THOUGHT I HAD 2 LEFT
I HATE YOY MS SMITH YOU DISGUSTING CREATU
CREATURE
bro
I said brutal on all the pages that said define
How cooked am I...
Oh god
I still gyatta do my slide shows
Genesis won't shut up
Yeah genesis told u to
There's like 50 words on the slides
Oh god
She has no clue what to do on the slides because I checked
I sighed and never opened it back up
These two pages
Last two pages
Are disgusting
Im not doing that
Yoy expect me to give you a long ass answer
When theres only
A picture
That's what I said!!!
I need ms Smith gone
I hate her
Idgaf if shes nice
I hate her
I need her gone
I need her gone
I dont want her here
I hate her
Atp
She needs to leave
I'm not pulling up this whole last week
I hate her
I'mma pull up monday
Science presentation
Wednesday
I'm skipping tuesday
You too Mr Gonzalez
I hate you all
I need ms smith dead
Idgaf
Send her back to
Scotland
This heat is killing me
I dont know how ling puts up with it
I need the sun gone
Im scratching until I bleed
I hate this
My entire body is sweating
My thighs are like
Sweating buckets
I cant do this
Someone pull the trigger
Im reallt trying to not rip this packet apart
Im gonna cry
Being so deadass
These two pages had me tearing uo
I dont wanna do this
I HATE YOU MS SMITH
Ling has to come to new York and beat her up for me
I need to rip off my clothes
I HATE OYU NYC
Im not even hungry
And Stephanie
Shes has to stfu
I hate you Sebastian
Hes all she talks about
SHIT UP
SHUT UP
"My man!"
all she says
how about
you stop talking about him
and like
pull the trigger
GENESIS HAS TO SHIR UP
I HATE HER
STOP TEXRIN ME
"Did you tell her" no stop breathing
Im gonna not do this and put and finish it in 3 hours
Stop breathing ms smith
I need ypu gone
Ima run off and wipe myself with a bunch of baby wipes because I cannot do htis anymore
Fuck my backpack
Im not cleaning that!
Isgaf if theres a roach family probably growing in there
Yk what
Stay there

Okay guys I feel better
Turns out
Im on my period
so
my crash outs were valid 
Agree guys
But yeha
I sat on the toilet and cried
Heh
And now i changed my clothes
Ho i is tea 
@worldly elk am I tea or what
Yes
thank you ho π β€οΈ β
okay I feel happier now
Heh
I think ill finish the packet in a bit
im getting emotional all over again
I miss my papa
Hes so cool and I need him to come home so thaf I can annoy him π
Jizelle π
"1 year ago"
Ima cry
guys im lowkey so tea
My sister use to have a big crush on him
HWLP
She had pictures of him on her wall
I realized
I've always had a thing for twinks π
No
STOP
Your seriously always haitng
Hating

Wait my song is on..
Could've been andy and I in the Romeo and juliet scenes
Okay I finished the oacket
#smartness π
I just dodged the BIGGEST bullet
WHAT HAPPENED
I'm so glad they kicked me out the groups
Bro
She sounds like kali lowkey
The group I'm in called out people making NSFW of the group I like
oh
And they kicked out all the members who made or even mentioned NSFW
They went to the group that was made for it and found everyone out

I'm so glad
Today
Was a good day
My mom got mad at me because I started giggling and jumping open and down
She tried hitting me
ho my smile dropped
im tryna be silly
and your tryna hit me
no
I told her no and that it was just a joke
and she skedaddled
I hope she knows this is thr last time ima be silly with her
π
Everytime I watch the book of life
I always think about the same guy
#pluh
STOP

guys
You dont know how much I love that picture
HELP
Im gonna start using it like
ok nvm its lost media now??
She loves me
OKAY WHY ARE ALL MY POOS OFFLINE
I see how it is
YOU guys want me DEAD
like okah
I see how it is
Dyno is the only one that freakin loves me
I just joined both my sisters
Stephanie on minecraft
Vanessa on roblox
guys they dont fw me 
Vanessa witerwally ignored me
Stephanie got me to join her though in a different world
Then I lwft
Heh
No
ok i was tryna find a specific clip of hamzah acting some way
But I started looking at his edits instead
very cute!
Time to sleep
GOODNIGHT BABY POOS
Guess who's awake
MEEE!
I had a dream of ray
it was so cool
no dylan
HELP
I gotta stop
Tine to get ready!
Time*

okay
finally like
looking at most of my messages
Holy poo
also
i dont trust myself anymore
I dont trust myself bro
I feel like
I cannot take a shower
Without using sharp things to scratch myself
My skin is burning
AND is now red
AND irritated
It hurts so bad
And sometimes I bleed from ut
it*
or
I accidentally scratch myself too harsh
And my skin like
GETS red
And the outline of the scratch
Gets like
A bit swollen
I guess ypu can say
BUT yeah
I need to stop
And ima try to put on my cream
ok
time to put on cream
π
okay I finished a while ago whoops
Shes so tea and I love her so much
#needthat
HELP
I dont think I can show that actually
Martin is in boxers π
WHATEVA
I feel like a smooth poopie
cuz I put on my cream
ANYWAYS
TIME TO MINE AND CRAFT
Time to craft in thy mines..
so tuff
Put on cream earlier
It burnt me really bad
It was burning so bad
It actually made me tear it
Up it hurt so so so bad
I had to wipe it off
with my shirt
π
Not funny guys π₯
Irritated skin
On my period
Skin isn't tea
and my bellay feels a bit bloated
π
And
Math test tomorrow
I cant even skip
Not tomorrow
Not Wednesday
And not Thursday
This sucks
OK
My jean shorts hate me and want me to due
due
DIE
I WANNA DO THIS
BECAUSE
Like I have the exact same shirt
Just a different color
And I have it on right neoq
neow
Hehehe
Ima just ask my mommy
If she has that gray thingy
I forgot what its called
Pin
heh
safety pin
YEHA
I think
Heh
I did it
HI HUZZ
This sum bull shii
I can't with this hot weather
I'mma melt
I'm watching kindergarten
Again
I feel naked
I want my long pants back but I will be dripping in sweat
βΉοΈ
NO
Heh
Stay..!
Lowkey
Im already getting
Hot
ALSO
Math test!
#cookedlikeacookie
guys guess who's alive
meeee
OKAY
just texted like
Heh
My poos..
Guys
Today was so cool
and goated
Genesis didn't come
Unfortunately my other beauty didnt come either
A lot of people didnt come
But yeah
So
Basically
Today
I forgot what we had first period
WAIT
social sutdies
or smth
we watched like
a movie
very cool
Its sorta a musical too
Heh
Also
In homeroom
Ms Darweesh
Was like
Giving out CANDY
And little toys
Which she did yesterday too
And I got a little toy phone heh
But today she did it again
She called people up
Guess who got called up last π
ME
But
She was like
Come up before the candy is gone!
the second I got up
She said that they ran out
HELP
But
She calls me over
And
She gives me this candg
Candy
That she probably snatched out of a kids hand
Heh
Made me giggle
I SAID THANK YOUUU
Then
Skedaddled back to my chair
Heh
ALSO
This is how the thing looked like
My shirt
When I transformed it
Heh
I took the picture when I got home
So
It was messed up kinda
Plus I ran home heh
#hyukano!
but yeha
ANYWAYS
I GOT CANDDYY
And yeah
Then
I forgot what class we had
HELP
um
for ela we watched a novie
Movie
I sat with mel
Heh
Then after 1st period
Like
10 minutes after the late bell
We skedaddled down to the third floor to watch a performance
They were booty
And this guy came up to me to ask me a stupid question
like
GOT OUTTA MY FACE BRIAN

ALMOST
Asked him if hes stupid
but no
Heh
Im not like that
Also the performances were boory
Booty
Ulises group went
And
He ruined the whole thing by just being there
so
yeah
what else..
Umm
for gym
We had free time like
The firstt
Maybe
20 or 15 minutes
Then
WAIT
While everyone was having free time
Mel and I were on the bleschers
bleachers
cuz
I ain't gonna play no fuck ass volleyball or basketball
but yeah
And jizelle sat with us..
And
It was awkward
But then
After free time
For the rest of the period
We played soccer
And what I mean by "we"
I mean
Only the guys
BECAUSE
Only they wanted to play
and
Jizelle sat with us again
And
We lowkey started gossiping
First
Of her ex
Then
We began talking about old friends
And then
Hm
Then about her shes basically two years older than her boyfriend π
But technically
Only a grade older
Since she repeated a grade i think
OMG
During social studies
Everyone was helping take posters down
And papers
And dtuff
And
This teacher
Comes in
And hes like
Coming in
Talking about some advanced math boo shee
And he began to call people out of the classroom to talk to them more about it
And everytime someone got called outside to the hall
Mel and I giggled
Saying
They got abducted
Heh
Then
Sadly
They got to little old me...
Then..
To mel
So yeah
Advanced math for us
And
That brings me to like
What I was gonna say nexf
Had the math test
7 questions..
I was on that for a whole period and half of 2nd period
HELP
BRO
I started tearing up
I WASNT DOING ALL THAT
Also
Beind me
Sits this table
And
Heh
Andy sits in it
And like
Basically
He sits at the end of thr table
And I sit at the side on the table
Thats near thr end
And the tables are so close together
So everytime I turned around
I'd be like
Blidned by his beauty
HELP
STOP
Blinded
blinded..?
blind..
Blindon..?
WHAT
Heh
Who said that
But yeah
And andy switched seats during the test
Probably cuz his friends stank
And he sat like
Near the door??
He used this like
Sort of counter
As a table
And it was basically to my right
So
I could just stare at him
While he'd ponder
Sigh
Groan
Stretch
Or pull on his hairs
Heh
He kept sighing while doing the test
Like
Me too andy.. π
Me too..
BUT NAYWAYD
Also
Whenever id turn to talk to mel
Since she sat right next to me
I'd lock eyes with Alexander
not once
Not twice
Not three times
Not four times
Not five
Probably about 10 times
Not even joking
I always catch him looking at me
And I always lock eyes with that man
And no i dont like him
He jusf has huge eyes
And looks at everyone with thwm
Like look away
π
heh
AFTER THE TEST
We had probably
40
Or
30 minutes left
So
Mel and I played eith her little toy car
Where you gotta pull it back a bit
And then when you let go
It runs on its own
So we played with that
It fell off the table more than 3 times
Lowkey
I was praying
IT fell off with a extreme force
To run off the table
Continue running on the floor
And stop at Andy's chair
So that
Either I can get up
And go to him
TO get it
Or
He gives it to me
Heh
Yeah and none of them happened
BUT WHATEVER
Heh
whatevaa...
OMG
WHEN WE WENT TO WATCH THE PERFORMANCE
I sat
Like
Near the front row
And dylan
Ran up to the row in front of us and patted the seat in front of mine and told andy to sit
I almost gave Dylan a fat kiss for that
YES ANDY

Also
He refused to turn around
so either im hard to look at or he likes me heh
Trust guys
He likes me

Well I hope he does
But
Yeah
He refused to turn around
And I wish he did
So that I can stare at him
PK
OK
Enough of andy
But yeah
um
DURING LUNC
OMG
I sat with jizelle and kelly
SO much fun
I love them
We played with the toy car
And
While we played
And laughed
And like
Put our fingers on our noses to not have to go run after it when it fell off the table
Like
4 teachers stopped by
To watch us play
Mr G
Mr Chen I think
Mr Mercado
AND
Mr tochi
WAIT
And
Mr Washington
It was so silly
Mr G played with it
AND HE DONE DEVIOUS LICKED THE CANDY I GOT
It was so funny
Hes so cool
#lovehim!
He reminds me of ma papa
Heh
So lunch was fun
And when we went out
Jizelle
Kelly
Melly
And i
Ran to the swings
And played
We held onto the swings and would push the swings back and forth with much force so that we would take turns like
Sort of
Flying
HELP
Idk
It was fun though
Also
Since we sat at jizelles table
IT meant
Basically sitting a couple tables in front of Kevin's table
So
Everytime id turn around to watch jizelle run after the toy car
I'd feel his eyes on me
π
In a way
I miss him
Heh
WHO SAID THAT
Must've been the freaking wind..
Istg
Such a windy day..!
ACTUALLY
NO
I WISH IT WAS
AUGH
The sun tryna kill me..
Heh
So yeah
Basically
Today was awesome
OMG
We apmost got detention
Because of
These two ugly things
Natalie and justin
Aigu
Augh
Thank god
Ms smith loves mel and I
And let us off early
Heh
So yeah
Today was cool
Apart from it being so hot today
Heh
#YAYYYY
Also
My goat
Lingo
Texted in our gc
Istg that made my day better
And
Little matt
Texted me too
So kewl
They done did him dirty in his game
#FREELITTLEMATT
No
Not little
#FREEUNCLEMATT
Heh
GOTTEMMM
Heh
skrry
ok
ZOK
ok
can some9ne giggle
ok
silent i see..
Tough crowd
I guess..
AUFH MELL HASTN ASNWEREE ME
Ima jump
@granite gull do yu liek still even luv meh :/..
liek k ig not so dont even txt me ig. :/
Txt.??
HYUKA MY BELOVED
Oh yeah
Andy wore his friends glasses today
During the movie
I didnt see his face
But I saw his side profile
I was also thinking about taking pictures of him to show ling what he looks like
But thats just weird
So i didnt
ALSO
When we were out
We deucded to take a break from the swings
And ran through the sprinkler
Mr g gave us a count down
(Me, mel and Jizelle)
We held hands and ran through
But he gave us a second chance to go since he said we ran past it and that we didnt even get wet
We went a 2nd time
And
The water done drowned mel
HELP
When I got to dry land
Heh..
Dry land..
When I got out of the sprinkler
I wiped my face
And fluffy hair
Turned to mel.
Why was her shit soaked
HELP
Jizelle and I were laughing so hard
STOP
Heh
Seeing this everytime I open Spotify literally makes me so happy and grateful 
Limeey
Heh
MY LOVELYS!
I love them
Don't make me cry
Little lingo is growing up so fast guys πΏ
SO IS LITTLE MATT

And
Little mel..

I love ypy guys
Heh
Literally
If ling ever pulled up to nyc
You won't catch me in school
You'll catch me with lingo and mel
DONT PLAY

I need to hop onto his motorcycle
MATT
Iβm older then all of you kids bruhππ
π
After Iβm finished writing in it
Cause I havenβt been feeling well so ima write about
Okay lil girl
yes little boy
Iβll write about it in the journal since a lot of people have been worried about me
Since I got dragged into some bullshit and had to work outside
Iβm probably going to take a shower
Then hop on Helldivers 2 as per usual
Run a few games
And then Iβll probably make dinner
Yes
Jumped when I felt jolly
Mel said
"I saw the recoil!"
guhs
Guys

Someone call ling on her..
DONE SHOWERING
aquaphor is lowkey magical wtf
I feel like that little girl that says "guys my lips poppin!"
I feel like crying
what happened lil one
mel a lil freakster
Not only did andy glance at me
We held contact
I just saw a long hot pink school bus with a banner on top?
Showering rn
Probably not gonna make it to Andy's game
Time to lock in
Done before 4
But there isn't even a game today
so ok
Ig he wore his jersey for nothing
im taking a break for everything and everyone
im back
after coloring
watch a movie
eating
and
drinking a bunch of water
so
guys
I dont feel well
Lowkey
Everything has been going like
Great
But it just doesn't feel right for some reason
I think its just that at home im not as happy
And
All this heat
Is getting to me
Im losing my patience with Genesis
Im losing interest in the things I loved so much
Im losing hope that maybe the guy that I miss everyday will text me one dah
day*
I feel like im no longer my papas little girl
The more that I think about it
Im mean to him
I playfully punch him and he playfully begins to pretend to swing at me
but like
it feels strange
Because I just feel like even if its just playing around
I shouldn't be doing it
Speaking of my papa
His mom has been getting worse
And im afraid that one day my dad is just gonna get that call
To be honest
I haven't ever seen him cry
I think the last time I saw him cry was like
Years ago
And it was about his parents
so im getting paranoid
also
my mom is mad at me
because I've been quiet all dah
day
well
Shes not mad
Shes more like
Frustrated
Today we performed
And all the fighting made my arms sore
So
I came out of school with a sore body
And even in the morning I felt sore
When I got out of school
My mom was on the phone