#ELLIES LITTLE JOURNAL !!!!!!!!!!!!
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I just realized
I say pizza like a person with down syndrome
"YOUR GONNA LOVE OUR PIZZA!"
We were meant ti be
To be
Heha
Admit it
Oh
Meant to be..
I almost broke out into song

I started singing a song from decendants or however you spell it
Im making pins
HEH
Since I'mma redo my back pack
I don't like it anymore
Oh

I don't wanna get up so I'm using water color pencils
They don't blend well
But whatever
Yes
Heh

#ling
#lingourbeloved
Guys
Hes a little busy wisy
And we like
Love and respect that

because
ling is pretty
#hardworking
And
#desevesthebreak

Okay

Start dancing if you like anime waifus..!! >_<
I hate seeing these cuz I know people dont want A to like me in any of these slides at all
Heh
You can be matching!!! >_<
Heh are you loving this 
Yes 10/10
hehe I was out of breath from taling too much
Lucky asf
Does she live in China
interesting π
YUPP
benito 
Guys
Everyone is getting sicj
Sick
MEL
ME
SOFIA
MS DARWEESH???
VIOLET
LINGGG?? π π π π

They got to ling
They got to mel

NOOO LINGG
He said he was feeling better though
Mel is worse
Heh
She started dying mid presentations

Told my dad i wanted a snack
He got me it on his way home
It was raining
And he still got it

Im done eatung
Heh
W papa
what if I start crying
my dad is pissed because the printer won't work
and he keeps cursing and slamming his hand on it 
im scared π
Heh hi mel
Showering rn 
Heh shwoer was awesome
This compliment is gonna make me go both ways for mel because no freakin sugar cubes way @granite gull
Like how jizelle did for mel
Ok if I look it up and its a chopped doll I might tear up
Ok pull up to my house literally
π π π π
Holy baby sugar cubes
Ima cry

Why
because that compliment is the best ever witerwee hellaaouh
am I a real one for giving my dad a warning before he gets home heh
Ok
I was tryna be nice
But I dont fw serenity
She keeps coming to school
To my school
When my sister picks me up
Like
I liked it at first but now I just need her gone
Why?
Shes lowkey annoying
Ahe treats me like im a baby and fresh out the womb
Like ok
Maybe im a year or two younger than you
But dont start leaning down to talk to me or talk to me in a baby voice
I'm not a baby
Its a little sweet but just annoying
And when serenity comes
WE are always taking so long to get home
Im walking with mel most of the time
Mel has somewhere to be and so do i
So serenity slowing us down is just annoying
And what pisses me off the most
IS that when KIMBERLY use to come see me
AT MY SCHOOL
Stephanie would get so mad
She'd go as far as to shit talk Kimberly
IN FRONT OF MY FACE
AND TO HER FRIENDS??
Like ok bro
I'm so respectful to her friends
But she just isn't to mine
First cece
Then Kimberly
Then Isabella (when I use to be her friend)
Like
Bro
And one will think
How do you think she feels when you are always walking with mel
If anything shes happy???
She always makes me walk in front cuz she doesn't want me to see her texts with her man??
Like ok bro I didn't wanna see you and him being all cringey together

And mel and I are fast walkers
WE walk faster than serenity
Serenity walks so slow
And when she comes
THEY always stay in front of my school
Like what??
I already came out
And im already crossing the road
BUT they still stay there??
And then Stephanie gets mad at ME for heading home and not waiting for her
She even yelled at me to slow down or else she'd get in trouble
Like bro idgaf
Walk faster and leave that girl ??
And I won't even bother talking to her abt it
Because someway
SomeHOW
Shes gonna find a way to get Anderson involved and then be like "hes so ugly!"
Like bro
That's what she always does
like her man doesn't look any better but I dont tell her that??
Her boyfriend looks 23
Everyone thinks that
Mine actually looks his age
Smh
Just went out to pick up my cousin
Heh
It was so cool
A bit like
Hot though
Just humid actually
I just ate
And like always
I check my weight
I think at least once or twice a day
Just to check how much I weight
Heh
My sister watched me get on the scale
And said
"Ew thats some eating disorder shit"

guys what π
its called just keep track of your weight
π
Might get my period tomorrow
literally
I had a good dream
Sorta
And then when it was starting to get scary
My mom came to ask me if I was gonna use the bathroom cuz she was gonna shower 
Very cool heh
Guys the hot water lowkey burning my scalp
Mama that BURN π
Matt just made soap go in my eye π
Okay im done showering heh
BAKKKAAA
Hi mel
Heh
I love you mel
π©·
Imagine playing the victimπ€‘
no heh
of you can though since that was what you did π
heh got a early birthday present πͺ
This is so cool
Im so happy
Democracy calls for me
Yes
They call me a lot
nuh uh
heh mel loves me
HELP
HEYYY
THEY ARE CALLINGGG
Heh
Matt block them
π
GOTTEEMM!!!
A MOSQUITO IS JUMPIMG MEEE
Never
You get what you deserve
Your supposed defend me bro π π
Call Mel since she loves you so much
guys why is peppa pigs little sister born on my birthday
Heh
And her name is Evie
Ellie
Evie
thats so cute
heh
#birthdaytwin
#hellotwin
Okay I said thank youu with a heart and vro said "np?"
jump
im tryna be silly
π
Last time im silly with that man
random hypocrite guy decided to come after me
he made his shirt look like a crop top
hes gotta leave me alone
60 yr old man after teenage girl
free me
I dont even know him
I WILL be telling my papa about this
Please dont take me seriously when I say "heh.. boi!.."
mom just yelled at me in front of a group of workers
now we are on our way home and im trying to lock in because I cant cry in public

And after yelling at me and calling me useless shes tryna buy me flowers
and the baby doll that I talked about a while ago
I dont even know what her strategy is bro
I want Stephanie πΏ
But shes at school rn
She would defend me πΏ
The guy that tried helping me look for the cream was so nice
But I got scared and left him without saying thank you
Because I saw my mommy frown at me πΏ
And then she yelled at me

Now shes playing her game on her phone as if nothing happened
I know im stupid but that wasn't very nice of her πΏ
I wanna jump into my bed and play with my hair
I dont wanna be out
im home but I gotta bring the groceries up now
Oh yeah
Id look good with short hair
Heh
vro why is my nose bleeding
ima just cry and let it all out
im getting paranoid
A couple days before my birthday
Bad stuff had been happening
Its only like 2 bad events but it still is very scarh
Scaryy
And in a way
Those 2 are connected to my family
For exmaple
Example*
The boat thingy
2 ppl dead
And I was on it with my cousin and sister before it crashed
Then
A day later
My cousin back in mexico
His best friend died
And last night he had to go to the funeral and stuff
Im scared someone close to me will die

im scared vro πΏ
my nosebleed is coming back the more I cry

I wanna email mel
but I cant
BECAUSE shes at lunch rn
And she cant take out her computer during lunch
I hope after school
She comes online
And sees this
Even though im not there with her
Im still thinking about her
And I miss her
I miss everyone
I feel so alone
I miss mel
I miss matt
i miss Cyrus
I miss kim
I miss cece
i miss winnie
I miss cq
I miss ling
I miss hpe
I miss jecka
I miss talking to minion
I hate that I miss him 
Like
7 years of friendship
Down the drain
Because of amy
I miss being silly with her and I miss clinging onto her
I miss watching his game play and seeding him pictures of maltese puppy dogs heh
I miss the clearly made up stories he'd tell me, and how he'd constantly try to call me and then get shy when I call him
I hate myself for ghosting him
I miss hugging her and playing with her pretty curly hair
I miss her scent and the way she would tease me
I miss her silly attitude and the way she would felt her muscles to impress me
I genuinely miss how silly she is and I really miss the way she would always be more mad than me when I talked to her about smth that got me mad
oh lord πΏ
I miss playing with ling
I miss using vc and talking to him and mel through it
I miss playing with him and mel
I miss ling a lot
still have our pictures in my favorites π
I miss how he would use "hehe" and how he would reply to me so quickly
I miss petting her and I miss how she would say "oh my sugars!!"

I sorta miss him
now hes just a bitcoin and has a girlfriend so
π€·ββοΈ
they probably are gonna split up
I dont fw him
but I hope he stays with his gf
breaking up with someone sucks
I got a headache
Im gonna lay down and cry
I decided to stop crying a while later heh
Crying wouldn't do me any better
So I got up and began writing to my friend
Im probably never gonna give it to her cuz I stopped seeing her a while ago
But im still gonna keep writing
Mel gets out in 2 minutes
I miss her
MEL IS HOMEME
ANWYAYS
Heh
I feel happy now
hpe is awesome
made me giggle
and
Mel is back
so im happy heh
OH MY GOD
IMA SCREAM
I GOT IT
I GOT IT
It smells just like her
What if I start crying
I'm only going for science
im only going cuz
I gotta
HELP

Did u finish dolris
HELP
HOW DO YOU SPELL IT
Almost
I just gotta do explanation
100% grah
Context?
I already have it
None
Ho what
Deviljho?
Amygdala
Ooooh
heh
hpe taught me how to open Listerine Mouthwash
and it worked
#awesome
IMA WEAR THE PERFUME
im so happy
i wanna smell like her
I wanna SMELL her
wherever i go
Because Iβve never been the goat
Well
Only a few times actually
THAT MANY TIMES?
hello jho goat....
salutations vro
I'd say you are
Saladatations
literally you still are what
Oh
#lovingthat
WAHAT
Wait
waiting
I'VE GOT THIS
yes brahh
And
I'm sorry
I just feel bad
what if I put you in a aaron
Coming back after being gone for so long
oh heh who said that must've been the wind
What's that
oh!
Oh..?
I think that became a thing recently
I think I'm going to search it up
ima start tearing up
DUDE
ITS NOT ON GOOGLE
ITS ONE I MADE UP
BECAUSE OF SOME STUPID FIGHT
this guy called Aaron but a random boy in a headlock mid class
OOOOH
yes brah
I feel so dumb ππ¦

vro did it to himself π
okay
I couldn't risk the aura loss
That's great
well you did
I'm doing my best alright π₯
LMAO
hpe what are you doing lurking little guy
when I type "hpe" my keyboard corrects it to smth else vro π
Lol
Well
I'll leave you to that
Hopefully we can catch up sometime
If you want
Sorry again
Don't apologize
everything is fine
heh
I cant say it here π
alrightty
genesis π
WHAT
gossip lore drop
I fear my sister is getting the same problems as me
Basically
whoever reads my journal already knows serenity and Sebastian
And Stephanie
Heh
But not meri
Im too lazy to spell her name
HELP
I DONT ONOW HOW TO SPELL HER NAME
ima call her
mimi
so basically
tefy, serenity, and mimi
Is like
A trio
But in ever trio there's a dup
Duo
And the duo is tefy and serenity
And just like
Yesterday
Tefy
Decided to go out with seba
and took serenity with her and seba
Thing is
Serenity invited mimi behind tefys BACK
And lowkey we dont fw mimi
So
Tefy was obviously a little surprised and mad cuz why are you inviting someone else without letting me KNOW???
But shit was okay
For a WHILE
MIMI AND SERENITY STSRTED DOING THE MOST
FOR GIGGLES??
LIKE
DONT PISS ME OFF BRO
MIMI AND SERENITY STARTED HITTING MY SISTER AND HER BF, SEBA
WITH A BRANCH??
LIKE WHAT
AND LOWKEY
SEBA IS WHITE
Not to be racist
BUT HES WHITE
AND HAS SENSITIVE SKIN
SK THAT LEFT A MARK
AND THEY KEPT HITTING HIM ON HIS NECK??
LITERALLY
you distracted me
OKAY
BUT LITERALLY BACK TO THE STORY
LMAO
DUDE
THEY WERE DOING THE MOST
YOU DONT ONOW HOW BAD I WANTED TO GET SERENITY GRRRR
BECAUSE WHY DOES TEFY
COME HOME
PISSED
TEARING UPP
AND WITH A MARK ON HER ARM
They really piss me off
at the end
tefy talked to serenity
And she apologized to seba
But guess who didnt apologize
MIMI
Vro we dint fw mimi
SHE IS A MEANIEEE
meanie reminds me of the word mel
melody
mel
HELP
YOU TRIED YOUR BEST
mel is not a meanie
shes
Hm
SHES A
Shessss
hm
shes
heh
STOP
I WAS WRITUNG A ESSAY ABOUT HER VRO
LOOK ONG
Serenity posted it on her stroy
story
Ima strangle her
I hope I dont get in trouble for that
YOU CAN SEE SEBA HOLDING MY SISTER
On his lap π
hes 6'1
He looks too old for her
But I won't judgr
YES AUGH
Hello guys..heh
Where you get that??
I never knew you liked Coca Cola lime
I DOOOO
HEHR
HEHEH
After I saw the one you sent me
I KNEW I had to get one π
The one with my name on it? Or the glass one I got at the market?
Is it weird that I only buy coke bottles with my name on it?
no i think thats like
SO COOK
COOL
I think its very CUTE
I'd do it too but I drink much soda
What
Your little guy you made me is living the life in the calicos area
Make a cinematic film
My stoopeed brother ate my chocolate
I was mid bite when he randomly grabbed it and put it in his mouth
Crunch
OH
I do the same with my sisters
Exactly what happened
LMAOO
I send that to my mommy everytime I really want to stay home for school or am hungry
No
I gyatta make sure she knows Im hurt if she says no

my mama loves me
Genesis is crying
Why
Her dad
Oh
Okii
Just hoping she types faster because shes taking her sweet time
OKAY WHAT THE FUCK IMA PUT HER DAD IN A AARON
Check dms rn
anyways
I love genesis
Hope she feels better

Ok what if i jump
No
Oh
Twirled my hair when u said no
BUT LIKE ACTUALLY
STOP I NEEDED MORE PICTURES OF HIM π
Hes genuinely so cute vro
HE SAT BEHIND ME WHILE WE WERE DOING THE COMPUTER THINGY
He scooted closer
AFTER HE GOT TOLD TO MOVE AWAY FROM ANDRESB
BUT LIKE
HE MOVED
BUT A WHILE LATER
HE SCOOTED CLOSER TO ME
π
Could you smell him
Did you arch your back a lil
I desperately need him to notice me
IDEK STOP I JUST TRIED TO HAVE BETTER POSTURE
I couldn't have ulises posture near him
He does but its OKAY
Cuz he looks good with it
Ulises doesn't
Dont lie
What do u think he looks under his sweater
He looks like a circle
WHAT
What do you think
Yknow
We dont judge
We love support



We all knew that
MEL STOP
Free qndh
andy
I like em chubby
Jaydon was lowkey locked in though
He was snatched and I swear I saw it under his shirt when he'd play basketball π
I remember this one time Andy stretched a little too far
Saw smth i didnt wanna see
Heh
Nah
I did wanna see
Either way
Hes so cute
STOP
I APMOST SHIT MYSELF AND DELETED ALL MY TEXTS
I THOUGHT THST WAS LING
I JUST DRANK A MILKSHAKE
Heh
Anyways
I miss seeing him in his soccer jersey
Number 14

I remember when I saw him up close
I closed my eyes and sighed
BUT THSTS OKAY
Hes still cute
Chubby guys are cute vro
They are always so funny for some reason
Like Oscar
Hes
Only funny

But heh
I keep going back to this and seeing the reactions
and I keep thinking mel is awake
im gonna get emotional all over again
I miss limeey
heh
guys
am I about to liek
do a voice reveal
HELPP
this video is too silly
Ling gets ran over! Not click bate..
YOUR CUP WILL NEVER EMPTY
For I will be YOUR wine
Wait
Heh
Vor
Vro
Call me poetic
TIC
Oh its meant to be
frantic
poetic
romantic
hm
tecky
GOTTEM
okay vro I miss them
I dont wanna go to school but I gotta
Time to get ready
π
ACTUALLY? π
Yeah
My legs hurt an I'm stuck
WHAT ABOUT THE ELA PROJECT
AND MR CORDERA GRADUNG US
Either way
GRADING*
If I get a bad score than whatever
Yeah either way I'm not pulling up
jump
L
Nope
ok
I just got out
Worst and best day ever
Smh
It sucked because you weren't here @granite gull
This sucks and I feel like crying
IM HOME
And on the tinkle chair
I was about to go emo in my journal because I thought babe wasn't gonna answer me
Heh
Ella hace todo por
no
YALL
Bro
Had to fill mel in heh
Tmi
Of the toilet?
How am I a hypocrite?
no
you told me
Like
Once
That you text while tinkling
I do that with everybody
me too
HELP
WHILE WE WERE GETTING READY TO SKEDADDLE
BLINDON
WAS LEAVING EARLY LIKE ALWAYS CUZ HE HAS TO
AND
BRO
DANI
HER
HER
HER SLOW ASS
DECIDED TO NOT PUSH IN HER CHAIR FORCHIM TO PASS BY
BUT I DID
CUZ
I WANT HIM GONE
BRO
HE ALMOST FELL
AND HE SLIGHTLY PULLED MY CHAIR WITH HIM
I SWEAR
HE GRIPPED ONTO ME

AND HE IMMEDIATELY APOLOGIZED
HELPPP
HE SAID
"SHIT IM SO SORRY!"
but it wasn't him being sarcastic
So I let it slide

Guyyysss
Why they lie
WHY THEY LIE
BRUV
π
Im pleased to know kai is all over my insta
why is this kowkey me and my papa π
Genesis is tweaking πΏ


